asn't taking him away. She
couldn't take away what Maisie had never had. And Maisie didn't care for
Jerrold; and if she didn't care she had no right to keep him. She had
nothing but her legal claim.
Besides, what was done was done. The sin against Maisie had been
committed already in Jerrold's heart when it turned from her. Whatever
happened, or didn't happen, afterwards, nothing could undo that. And
Maisie wouldn't suffer. She wouldn't know. Her thoughts went out again
on the dark flood. She couldn't think any more.
Half past five.
She started up at the click of the gate. That was Jerrold.
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He came to her quickly and took her in his arms. And her brain was
swamped again with the warm, heavy darkness. She could feel nothing but
her pulses beating, beating against his, and the quick droning of the
blood in her ears. Her head was bent to his breast; he stooped and
kissed the nape of her neck, lightly, brushing the smooth, sweet,
roseleaf skin. They stood together, pressed close, closer, to each
other. He clasped his hands at the back of her head and drew it to him.
She leaned it hard against the clasping hands, tilting it so that she
saw his face, before it stooped again, closing down on hers.
Their arms slackened; they came apart, drawing their hands slowly,
reluctantly, down from each other's shoulders.
They sat down, she on her couch and he in Colin's chair.
"Is Colin coming?" she said.
"No, he isn't."
"Well--the lamb's better."
"I never told him about the lamb. I didn't want him to come."
"Is he all right?"
"I left him playing."
The darkness had gone from her brain and the tumult from her senses. She
felt nothing but her heart straining towards him in an immense
tenderness that was half pity.
"Are you thinking about Colin?" he said.
"No. I'm not thinking about anything but you... _Now_ you know why I was
happy looking after Colin. Why I was happy working on the land. Because
he was your brother. Because it was your land. Because there wasn't
anything else I could do for you."
"And I've done nothing for you. I've only hurt you horribly. I've
brought you nothing but trouble and danger."
"I don't care."
"No, but think. Anne darling, this is going to be a very risky business.
Are you sure you can go through with it? Are you sure you're not
afraid?"
"I've never been much afraid of anything."
"I ought to be afraid for you."
"Don't. Don't be afraid. The more dangerous i
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