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OB'S COMFORTERS; OR, THE LADY WITH NERVES. WHAT a blessed era in the world's history that was when the ladies had no nerves! Alas! I was born too late instead of too early, as the complaint of some is. I am cursed with nerves, and, as a consequence, am ever and anon distressed with nervous fears of some direful calamity or painful affliction. I am a simpleton for this, I know; but then, how can I help it? I try to be a woman of sense, but my nerves are too delicately strung. Reason is not sufficient to subdue the fears of impending evil that too often haunt me. It would not be so bad with me, if I did not find so many good souls ready to add fuel to the flames of my fears. One of my most horrible apprehensions, since I have been old enough to think about it, has been of that dreadful disease, cancer. I am sure I shall die of it,--or, if not, some time in life have to endure a frightful operation for its removal. I have had a dull, and sometimes an acute pain in one of my breasts, for some years. I am sure it is a cancer forming, though my husband always ridicules my fears. A few days ago a lady called in to see me. The pain had been troubling me, and I felt nervous and depressed. "You don't look well," said my visitor. "I am not very well," I replied. "Nothing serious, I hope?" "I am afraid there is, Mrs. A--" I looked gloomy, I suppose, for I felt so. "You really alarm me. What can be the matter?" "I don't know that I have ever mentioned it to you, but I have, for a long time, had a pain in my left breast, where I once had a gathering, and in which hard lumps have ever since remained. These have increased in size, of late, and I am now confirmed in my fears that a cancer is forming." "Bless me!" And my visitor lifted both hands and eyes. "What kind of a pain is it?" "A dull, aching pain, with occasional stitches running out from one spot, as if roots were forming." "Just the very kind of pain that Mrs. N--had for some months before the doctors pronounced her affection cancer. You know Mrs. N--?" "Not personally. I have heard of her." "You know she had one of her breasts taken off?" "Had she?" I asked, in a husky voice. I had horrible feelings. "Oh, yes!" My visitor spoke with animation. "She had an operation performed about six months ago. It was dreadful! Poor soul!" My blood fairly curdled; but my visitor did not notice the effect of her words. "How long did the ope
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