thy Beltham thought the water too rough for little boats.
'She knows what a sea is,' I said.
Janet gazed steadily after the retreating figures, and then commended me
to the search for rooms. The end of it was that I abandoned my father's
suite to them. An accommodating linen-draper possessed of a sea-view,
and rooms which hurled the tenant to the windows in desire for it, gave
me harbourage.
Till dusk I scoured the town to find Miss Goodwin, without whom there
was no clue to the habitation I was seeking, and I must have passed her
blindly again and again. My aunt Dorothy and Janet thanked me for my
consideration in sitting down to dine with them; they excused my haste
to retire. I heard no reproaches except on account of my not sending
them word of my illness. Janet was not warm. She changed in colour and
voice when I related what I had heard from Miss Goodwin, namely, that
'some one' had informed the princess I was in a dying state. I was
obliged to offer up my father as a shield for Ottilia, lest false ideas
should tarnish the image of her in their minds. Janet did not speak of
him. The thought stood in her eyes; and there lies the evil of a sore
subject among persons of one household: they have not to speak to
exhibit their minds.
After a night of suspense I fell upon old Schwartz and Aennchen out in
the earliest dawn, according to their German habits, to have a gaze
at sea, and strange country and people. Aennchen was all wonder at the
solitary place, Schwartz at the big ships. But when they tried to direct
me to the habitation of their mistress, it was discovered by them that
they had lost their bearings. Aennchen told me the margravine had been
summoned to Rippau just before they left Sarkeld. Her mistress had
informed Baroness Turckems of her intention to visit England. Prince
Ernest was travelling in France.
The hour which brought me to Ottilia was noon. The arrangements of the
ladies could only grant me thirty minutes, for Janet was to drive
the princess out into the country to view the island. She and my aunt
Dorothy had been already introduced. Miss Goodwin, after presenting
them, insisted upon ceremoniously accompanying me to the house. Quite
taking the vulgar view of a proceeding such as the princess had been
guilty of, and perhaps fearing summary audacity and interestedness in
the son of a father like mine, she ventured on lecturing me, as though
it lay with me to restrain the fair romantic head,
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