FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   >>  
ing boards, but, on the whole, proving himself the best of companions. If I wrote till Doomsday, I could never make you understand how the burning of his novel affected him--to this day it is a subject I instinctively avoid with him--though the re-written 'At Strife' has been such a grand success. For he did re-write the story, and that at once. He said little; but the very next morning, in one of the windows of our quiet sitting-room, often enough looking despairingly at the grey monotony of Montague Street, he began at 'Page I, Chapter I,' and so worked patiently on for many months to re-make as far as he could what his drunken father had maliciously destroyed. Beyond the unburnt paragraph about the attack on Mondisfield, he had nothing except a few hastily scribbled ideas in his note-book, and of course the very elaborate and careful historical notes which he had made on the Civil War during many years of reading and research--for this period had always been a favourite study with him. But, as any author will understand, the effort of re-writing was immense, and this, combined with all the other troubles, tried Derrick to the utmost. However, he toiled on, and I have always thought that his resolute, unyielding conduct with regard to that book proved what a man he was. Chapter VIII. "How oft Fate's sharpest blow shall leave thee strong, With some re-risen ecstacy of song." F. W. H. Myers. As the autumn wore on, we heard now and then from old Mackrill the doctor. His reports of the Major were pretty uniform. Derrick used to hand them over to me when he had read them; but, by tacit consent, the Major's name was never mentioned. Meantime, besides re-writing 'At Strife,' he was accumulating material for his next book and working to very good purpose. Not a minute of his day was idle; he read much, saw various phases of life hitherto unknown to him, studied, observed, gained experience, and contrived, I believe, to think very little and very guardedly of Freda. But, on Christmas Eve, I noticed a change in him--and that very night he spoke to me. For such an impressionable fellow, he had really extraordinary tenacity, and, spite of the course of Herbert Spencer that I had put him through, he retained his unshaken faith in many things which to me were at that time the merest legends. I remember very well the arguments we used to have on the vexed questi
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   >>  



Top keywords:
writing
 

Derrick

 

Chapter

 

understand

 
Strife
 
doctor
 

uniform

 
proving
 

reports

 

pretty


boards

 

consent

 
mentioned
 

Meantime

 
Mackrill
 
strong
 

ecstacy

 

sharpest

 
companions
 

accumulating


autumn

 

working

 

tenacity

 
Herbert
 

Spencer

 
extraordinary
 

impressionable

 

fellow

 

retained

 

remember


arguments

 

questi

 
legends
 

merest

 

unshaken

 

things

 
change
 
noticed
 

phases

 

minute


purpose

 

hitherto

 

unknown

 

guardedly

 
Christmas
 

contrived

 
studied
 

observed

 
gained
 

experience