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't think you would if you could,' Dacres remarked absently; but the sea air, perhaps, enabled me to digest his thoughtlessness with a smile. 'No,' I said, 'I am just as well pleased. I think a resemblance to me would confuse me, often.' There was a trace of scrutiny in Dacres's glance. 'Don't you find yourself in sympathy with her?' he asked. 'My dear boy, I have seen her just twice in twenty-one years! You see, I've always stuck to John.' 'But between mother and daughter--I may be old-fashioned, but I had an idea that there was an instinct that might be depended on.' 'I am depending on it,' I said, and let my eyes follow the little blue waves that chased past the hand-rail. 'We are making very good speed, aren't we? Thirty-five knots since last night at ten. Are you in the sweep?' 'I never bet on the way out--can't afford it. Am I old-fashioned?' he insisted. 'Probably. Men are very slow in changing their philosophy about women. I fancy their idea of the maternal relation is firmest fixed of all.' 'We see it a beatitude!' he cried. 'I know,' I said wearily, 'and you never modify the view.' Dacres contemplated the portion of the deck that lay between us. His eyes were discreetly lowered, but I saw embarrassment and speculation and a hint of criticism in them. 'Tell me more about it,' said he. 'Oh, for heaven's sake don't be sympathetic!' I exclaimed. 'Lend me a little philosophy instead. There is nothing to tell. There she is and there I am, in the most intimate relation in the world, constituted when she is twenty-one and I am forty.' Dacres started slightly at the ominous word; so little do men realize that the women they like can ever pass out of the constated years of attraction. 'I find the young lady very tolerable, very creditable, very nice. I find the relation atrocious. There you have it. I would like to break the relation into pieces,' I went on recklessly, 'and throw it into the sea. Such things should be tempered to one. I should feel it much less if she occupied another cabin, and would consent to call me Elizabeth or Jane. It is not as if I had been her mother always. One grows fastidious at forty--new intimacies are only possible then on a basis of temperament--' I paused; it seemed to me that I was making excuses, and I had not the least desire in the world to do that. 'How awfully rough on the girl!' said Dacres Tottenham. 'That consideration has also occurred to me,'
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