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ance, I married--my husband----" The lawyer started, choked back something that rose in his throat, and hesitatingly said: "No, you must obtain the consent of the Court or of your guardian. It would make new complications, application of annulment--oh, innumerable opportunities to harass you. No--I--I am opposed to the idea of marriage, Paula." "I hope you don't think that I have Mr. Parkes in mind?" she smiled. "Pshaw!" he exclaimed impatiently. "Do you suppose I pay any attention to that old woman's idle chatter? I don't know whom you have in your mind, but I have too much respect for your intelligence to imagine for a moment that it is Mr. Parkes." He stopped and looked wistfully at her. Did he dare reveal to this girl what had been so long in his heart? At last, summoning up courage, he said in a low, diffident tone: "If I could only think that it was I----" Startled, she looked at him in amazement. Impulsively, he went on: "There! I have spoken at last, Paula, after all these years. I didn't intend to say anything. This is no time to speak of such matters, but----" Eagerly he scanned her delicate and sensitive face, trying to read there some response that would satisfy his longing, but her manner was grave and her voice perfectly calm and passionless, as she answered kindly: "I had no idea that you thought of me in that way. I am sorry, Mr. Ricaby. I have regarded you as a life-long friend--nothing more. I can never forget what you have done for me. I shall always be grateful for your friendship and untiring devotion. That I can never repay." Chilled, the lawyer drew back instinctively. There was no mistaking that indifferent, matter-of-fact tone. Bitterly he said: "Yes, I understand. I have always felt that. I have inspired you with feelings of kindliness, gratitude, friendship. But love? No. That you reserve for some more fortunate man." "Don't say that, Mr. Ricaby," she replied gently. "There is no other man, I assure you. I would not hurt your feelings for the world, but you know we can't always control these things ourselves. I admire you immensely--I respect you more than any man I know." Eagerly he darted forward and took her hand. "Do you give me hope?" he murmured. She turned away her head as she answered: "Don't let us speak of this now. You can understand that in this present moment of great anxiety I hardly know what I am doing or saying. I can never forget what I
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