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n slavery, in sodden brains, and shaking nerves. You don't hate your father; the hate is against your thought of him; and that thought is all wrong. We're going to correct it." "I used to drink--some, when I lived at home," the boy went on, still dwelling on the thoughts that held him chained. "But he could have saved me. And then I fell in love--I thought it was love, but it wasn't. The woman was--she was years older than I. When she left the city, I followed her. And when I found out what she was, and came back home, my father threw me out--cut me off--God!" "Never mind, Sidney," the girl whispered. "It isn't true anyway." But she realized that the boy must voice the thoughts that were tearing his very soul, and she suffered him, for it uncovered to her the hidden sources of his awful malady. "And then I drank, drank, drank!" he moaned. "And I lay in the gutters, and in brothels, and--then, one day, Carlson told me to come and work for him. He thought I could straighten up. And so I went to a doctor, and he--God curse him!--he injected morphine into my arm to sober me. And that taught me that I could drink all I wanted to, and sober up on morphine. But then I learned--I found--" He stopped, and began to fumble in his pockets. His eyes became wilder as he searched. "Where is it?" he cried, turning fiercely upon the girl. "Did you take it from me? Give it to me--_quick_!" He caught her wrist and twisted it painfully. His voice became a scream. _"God is everywhere!"_ flashed through the girl's thought. "I am not afraid to see evil seem to have power!" Then aloud: "I know what you are searching for, Sidney. Yes, I have it. Listen, and I will give it to you. You are searching for help. No, it isn't in morphine tablets. It is in love--right here--the Christ-principle, that is bigger far than the demons that seem to tear you! I have _all_ power from God, and you, evil, _can not touch me_!" The boy started at the ringing voice, and loosened his grasp. Then he sank back into his chair, shaking as with palsy. "Sidney!" she cried, seizing his hand. "Rise, and stand with me! We don't have to struggle--we don't have to fight--we only have to _know_. All that you are wrestling with is the world-wide belief that there is a power apart from God! _There is none!_ Any claim that there is such a power is a lie! I have proved it! You and I will prove it again! There is no power or intelligence in whiskey or morphine! I
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