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to be over between us--that we are only to be friends, as they say, in future?" "I quite see what _you_ mean," he said, his lips perceptibly tightening; "and that, too, in a certain sense, is what I mean also." "What!" she exclaimed. "Do you really mean that I am not to be any more what I have been to you, and that if we meet again it must only be as ordinary acquaintances, just friends who have known each other a certain number of years? Surely, Vane, you don't mean that--dear?" The last word escaped her lips almost involuntarily. She tried to keep it back, but it got out in spite of herself. It was only the fact that they were walking on the public highway that prevented her from giving way altogether to the sense of despair that had come over her. As his face had changed a few moments before so did hers now, and as she looked at him he stopped momentarily in his walk. But the lessons which he had learnt during the last few days, and most of all during this last night of lonely wandering and desperate questioning with himself, had ground the moral into his soul so deeply that not even the sight of her so anxiously longing for just one word from him to bring them together again, and make them once more as they had always been--almost since either of them could remember anything--was strong enough to force him to speak it. He involuntarily wheeled the bicycle towards the middle of the road, as though he was afraid to trust himself too near her, and said, speaking as a man might speak when pronouncing his own death sentence: "Yes, Enid, that is what I do mean. I mean that there is a great deal more, something infinitely more serious in what has happened during the last few days, in what I have learnt and you have been told, than you seem to have any idea of." Enid made a gesture as though she would interrupt him, but he went on almost hotly: "Listen to me, Enid, and then judge me as you please--only listen to me. Four days ago, after I had seen the Boat Race, I did as a good many other fellows from the 'Varsity do--I went West. By sheer accident I met a girl so like myself that--well, I didn't know then that I had a sister. Yesterday I learnt, then, that I have one--not my father's daughter, only my mother's--and you know what that means. We had supper together at the Trocadero----" "Really, Vane, I do think you might spare me these little details," said Enid, with a sort of weary impatience. "I have
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