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he ran up the steps and disappeared. Pan backed slowly, step by step. He was coming out of his clamped obsession. His movement was now that of a man gripped by terror. In reality Pan could have faced any peril, any horror, any physical rending of flesh far more easily than this girl who had ruined him. She had left the stage and she stood alone. She spoke his name. In the single low word he divined fear. How long had she been that dog's wife? When had she married him? Yesterday, or the day before--a week, what did it matter? "_You--you_!" he burst out helplessly in the grip of deadly hate and agony. He hated her then--hated her beauty--and the betrayal of her fear for him. What was life to him now? Oh, the insupportable bitterness! "Go back to my mother," he ordered harshly, and averted his face. Then he seemed to forget her. He saw Blinky close to him, deeply shaken, yet composed and grim. He heard the movement of many feet, the stamping of hoofs. "All aboard for Salt Lake," called the stage driver. Smith the agent passed Pan with more mailbags. The strain all about him had broken. "Pard," Pan said, laying a hand on Blinky. "Go with her--take her to my mother.... And leave me alone." "No, by Gawd!" replied Blinky sullenly. "You forget this heah is my deal too. There's Louise.... An' Lucy took her bag an' hurried away. There, she's runnin' past the Yellow Mine." "Blink, did she hear what I said to Hardman about Louise?" asked Pan bitterly. "Reckon not. She'd keeled over aboot then. I shore kept my eye on her. An' I tell you, pard--" "Never mind," interrupted Pan. "What's the difference? Hellsfire! Whisky! Let's get a drink. It's whisky I want." "Shore. I told you thet a while back. Come on, pard. It's red-eye fer us!" They crossed to the corner saloon, a low dive kept by a Chinaman and frequented by Mexicans and Indians. These poured out pellmell as the cowboys jangled up to the bar. Jard Hardman's outfit coming to town had prepared the way for this. "Howdy," was Blinky's greeting to the black bottle that was thumped upon the counter. "You look mighty natural ... heah's to Panhandle Smith!" Pan drank. The fiery liquor burned down to meet and coalesce round that gnawing knot in his internals. It augmented while it soothed. It burned as it cooled. It inflamed, but did not intoxicate. "Pard, heah's to the old Cimarron," said Blinky, as they drank ag
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