FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105  
106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   >>   >|  
g in another ten seconds. "I see." Ward spoke dully, evenly, and he still stared at the coffee-pot with that gimlet gaze of his that made Billy Louise want to scream. "I see a whole lot that I'd been shutting my eyes to. Why don't you feel insulted--" "Ward Warren, if you're going to act like a--a--" I suspect that Billy Louise, in her desperation, was tempted to use a swear word, but she resisted the temptation. She got up and went around to him, hesitated while she looked down at his set face, drew a long breath, and blinked back some tears of self-reproach because of the devils of memory she had unwittingly turned loose to jibe at this man. "This is why," she said softly; and leaning, she pressed her lips down upon his bitter ones and let them lie there for a dozen heart-beats. Ward's face relaxed, and his eyes went to hers with the hungry tenderness she had seen so often there. He leaned his head against her and threw up an arm to clasp her close. He did not say a word. "After I have kissed a man," said Billy Louise, struggling back to her old whimsical manner, "it won't be a bit polite for him to have any doubts of my feelings toward him, or my belief in him, or his belief in himself." Her fingers tangled themselves in his hair, just where the wave was the most pronounced. She had drawn the poison. Now she set herself to restore a perfectly normal atmosphere. "He's going to be just exactly the same good pal he was before," she went on, speaking softly. "And he's going to bring some water so I can wash the dishes, and then bring Blue so I can go home, and he isn't going to say a single thing more about--anything that matters two whoops." Ward's clasp tightened and then grew loose. He drew a long breath and let her go. "You do like me--a little bit, don't you?" His eyes were like the eyes of the damned asking for water. "I like you two little bits." Billy Louise took his face between her two palms and smiled down at him bravely, with the pure candor that was a part of her. "But I don't want us to be anything but pals; not for a long while. It's so good, just being friends. And once we get away from that point, we can't go back to it again, ever. And I'm sure it's good enough to be worth while making it last as long as we can. So now--" "It's going to be quite a contract, Wilhemina." Ward still looked at her with his heart in his eyes. "Oh, no, it won't! You've had lots
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105  
106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Louise

 

belief

 

looked

 

breath

 
softly
 

single

 

poison

 

restore

 

pronounced

 

perfectly


normal

 

speaking

 

atmosphere

 
dishes
 
damned
 
making
 

Wilhemina

 

contract

 

friends

 

whoops


tightened

 

candor

 

smiled

 
bravely
 

matters

 

struggling

 
hesitated
 
evenly
 

blinked

 
resisted

temptation
 

reproach

 
turned
 

unwittingly

 
devils
 

memory

 

tempted

 
stared
 

shutting

 

scream


gimlet

 
suspect
 

coffee

 

desperation

 
insulted
 

Warren

 

kissed

 

whimsical

 
manner
 

fingers