stress, were born in the same hour,
As if God himself had marked me from my birth to be your dower.
Oft have I laid my dusky hand upon your neck of snow,
To see it sparkle through the jet--how long that seems ago!
So long! before young master came to woo Virginia's daughter,
And tempt her to the cotton fields on Mississippi's water.
I could not leave you, mistress, so I followed to the swamp,
Where fevers fire the burning blood and the long moss hangs damp.
I left poor Sam, he loved me well, but you were my heart's god;
My mother's tears fell hot and fast--I followed where you trod.
Sin and sorrow fell upon me! and soon you felt it shame
To have lost Amy near you, and you blushed to hear her name.
Reared near virgin purity, you could not understand
How I could break from virtue's laws, and form a lawless band.
Then you questioned kindly, sternly,--but you could not make me tell;
I would not wring your trusting heart with tales scarce fit for hell!
You deemed me hardened, sunk in vice; I choked down every moan,
Turned from your breast the poisoned dart to bury in my own.
Driven from your presence, mistress, in agony and shame
I bore a wretched infant--she must never know her name!
How I crawled around your windows when your joyous boy was born,
To hear your voice, to catch a glimpse,--the sun rose fair that morn.
Ah! not mine to hold your darling! not mine to soothe his cries
When the stern death-angel seized him and bore him to the skies!
Then judgment came--the fever fell--young master gasped for breath--
God's hand was on him--vain were prayers,--how still he lay in death!
I heard you shriek--I rushed within--I held you in my arms
That frenzied night when sudden woe had wrought its worst of harms.
When reason dawned on you again, sweet pity stirred within,
You heard my cough, my labored breath, and saw me ghastly, thin.
Then you took my hand so kindly, gazing on my faded face:
'Speak, and tell me truly, Amy, how you fell in such disgrace.'
If he had lived, sweet mistress, I had borne it to the grave;
I would not mar your happiness, child, self or race to save.
Say! must I speak of one you loved now sleeping 'neath the sod?
Your 'yes' is bitter; but we owe the naked truth to God!
The truth to God, for guiltless you must stand before His face,
Nor wrong my pallid baby, nor sc
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