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ust about to enter when she heard voices. Inadvertently she paused. It was Mr. Jacomb's voice. Then her mother said-- 'I married happily myself, and I have never tried to influence my daughters----' Nan shrank back, like a guilty thing. She had only listened to discover whether it was some one she knew who had called; but these few words of her mother's made her heart jump. She stole away noiselessly to her own room. She sat down, anxious and agitated, fearing she scarcely knew what. She was not long left in suspense. Her mother came into the room and shut the door. 'I thought I heard you come in, Nan,' she said; 'and it's lucky you have, for Mr. Jacomb is here.' 'But I don't want to see Mr. Jacomb, mamma,' she said, breathlessly. 'He wants to see you,' her mother said, quietly; 'and I suppose you know what it is about.' 'I--I suppose so--yes, I can guess----. Oh, mother, dear!' cried Nan, going and clinging to her mother. 'Do me this great kindness! I can't see him. I don't want to see him. Mother, you will go and speak to him for me!' 'Well, that is extraordinary,' said Lady Beresford, who, however, had far too great a respect for her nerves to become excited over this matter or anything else. 'That's a strange request. I have just told him I would not interfere. Of course I don't consider it a good match; you might do a great deal better from a worldly point of view. But you have always been peculiar, Nan. If you think it would be for your happiness to become a poor clergyman's wife, I will not oppose it. At the same time, I have always thought you might do better----' 'Oh, mother, don't you understand?' Nan broke in. 'It's to ask him to go away! I'm so sorry. If he had spoken before, I would have told him before----' 'You mean you refuse him, and I am to take the message,' said her mother, staring at her. 'That is all?' The girl was silent. 'I must say, Nan, you have been acting very strangely. You have lead us all to believe that you were going to marry him. Why did you let the man come about the house?' 'Don't speak like that to me, mother,' said Nan, with her under lip beginning to quiver. 'I--I tried to think of it. I knew he wanted me to be his wife; I thought it might be right; I thought I could do something that way; and--and I tried to persuade myself. But I can't marry him, mother--I can't--I don't wish to marry any one--I never will marry----' '
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