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of his feeling--"even to lending Arranstoun for the honeymoon." So they grasped hands and sealed the bargain and got into the motor and went on their way. The first view of Heronac had enchanted them both, it was indeed a unique place. "What taste!" Henry had said. "Fancy a young woman knowing and seeing at once the possibilities of such a place!" "It is as grim as Arranstoun and nearly as old," Michael exclaimed. "I am glad we came." Sabine shrank back into Berthe's little kitchen and signalled to her not to make known the hostess' presence--but to let the gentlemen drive over the causeway bridge to the courtyard--where they would be told by Nicholas that she was in the garden, and would probably be brought there to her by Madame Imogen who would have welcomed them. Her firm will forced her to pull herself together and decide what to do when they should come face to face. To be totally unconcerned was the best thing--to look and act as though Michael Arranstoun were indeed a perfect stranger introduced to her for the first time in her life. It would take him some moments to be certain that she was Sabine--his wife--and he would then not be likely to make a scene before Henry--and when the moment for plain speaking came, she would sternly demand to be set free. She had kept silence to Henry as to who her husband really was--for no reason except that the whole subject disturbed her greatly--the very mention of Michael's name or the thought of him always filling her with wild and mixed emotions. She had schooled herself in the years that had gone by since their parting, into absolutely banishing his memory every time it recurred. She had a vague feeling that she must be free of him, and safe before she could even pronounce his name to Lord Fordyce, who naturally must know eventually. There was an unaccountable and not understood fear in her--fear that in the discussion which must arise if she spoke of who her husband was to Henry, that something might transpire, or that she might hear something which would reawaken certain emotions, and weaken her determination to break the even empty bond with Michael. And now she had seen him again with her mortal eyes, and she knew that she was trembling and tingling with a mad sensation of she knew not what--hatred and revulsion she hoped! but was only sure of one aspect of it--that of wild excitement. No one--not a single soul--neither Simone--Madame Imogen--nor Pere
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