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l; I care not if they never come. I shall be proud to receive M. Miret's daughters." "Besides these," pursued he, "another pupil offers, who will come daily to take lessons in English; and as she is rich, she will pay handsomely. I mean my god-daughter and ward, Justine Marie Sauveur." What is in a name?--what in three words? Till this moment I had listened with living joy--I had answered with gleeful quickness; a name froze me; three words struck me mute. The effect could not be hidden, and indeed I scarce tried to hide it. "What now?" said M. Paul. "Nothing." "Nothing! Your countenance changes: your colour and your very eyes fade. Nothing! You must be ill; you have some suffering; tell me what." I had nothing to tell. He drew his chair nearer. He did not grow vexed, though I continued silent and icy. He tried to win a word; he entreated with perseverance, he waited with patience. "Justine Marie is a good girl," said he, "docile and amiable; not quick--but you will like her." "I think not. I think she must not come here." Such was my speech. "Do you wish to puzzle me? Do you know her? But, in truth, there _is_ something. Again you are pale as that statue. Rely on Paul Carlos; tell him the grief." His chair touched mine; his hand, quietly advanced, turned me towards him. "Do you know Marie Justine?" said he again. The name re-pronounced by his lips overcame me unaccountably. It did not prostrate--no, it stirred me up, running with haste and heat through my veins--recalling an hour of quick pain, many days and nights of heart-sickness. Near me as he now sat, strongly and closely as he had long twined his life in mine--far as had progressed, and near as was achieved our minds' and affections' assimilation--the very suggestion of interference, of heart-separation, could be heard only with a fermenting excitement, an impetuous throe, a disdainful resolve, an ire, a resistance of which no human eye or cheek could hide the flame, nor any truth-accustomed human tongue curb the cry. "I want to tell you something," I said: "I want to tell you all." "Speak, Lucy; come near; speak. Who prizes you, if I do not? Who is your friend, if not Emanuel? Speak!" I spoke. All escaped from my lips. I lacked not words now; fast I narrated; fluent I told my tale; it streamed on my tongue. I went back to the night in the park; I mentioned the medicated draught--why it was given--its goading effect--how it
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