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onto Walt's arm possessively. But do, she wondered, _do_ I remember enough details to enable a surgeon to install a bridge? * * * * * A welter of other thoughts and impressions seethed to the surface of her leaden brain: The international situation ... if nothing changes ... for the last few years, there is an equilibrium ... working for genuine peace.... War is farther off every year.... But to interfere? When people can still be convinced of so many, so many falsehoods? Patterns of hatred (like of superstition), are they (aren't they: who can say? would the bridge not join but divide, upset the equilibrium?) are the patterns of hatred too deep, and too dangerous, and too entrenched in our generation? She was tired; but out of the exhaustion, the weariness, the fatigue, she suddenly realized with startling clarity, like the chime of a great, flawless bell, ringing hope and promise: That it will come; the next development of man will come, lies waiting in the future (near or far) to be born, to be born: will come. When mankind is ready, it will come: will come. A wave of exultation filled her. Oh, be ready soon! she cried. Be ready soon! "I, I don't think I can, can be of any help on that, General," she said. "After you get some rest--" "No," she said. Did she remember enough to guide a surgeon? "No, I'm afraid I've forgotten too thoroughly." The general helped them into the car. She snuggled over against Walt. She didn't want to think at all. She dreaded the next few days. She wished they were over. She pulled Walt's head down and kissed his swollen lips. He tried to draw back in surprise. She held on. The car began to move. He resisted and then relaxed and then cooperated. She was deliriously in love with him. Drifting to sleep she thought: After next week, we'll be able to get away and go home. We'll settle down right away. We'll buy the Castle Place; he can fix it up and work around the yard in the evenings, and I'll put pink and white curtains in the kitchen. And there's Beck's Hardware Store. I'll have to see about making the down payment on it the first day we get back. There will be Saturday teas. Walt will look stunningly handsome in a double breasted suit in Church on Sunday.... ... movies twice a week ... dancing once a month.... I'll let him go moose hunting in Canada every single year if he wants to. She snuggled closer. He's so innocent,
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