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hand, and would have fervently kissed it, but suddenly checked myself, and said,-- 'But have you considered the consequences?' 'Hardly, I think, or I should not have offered myself to one too proud to take me, or too indifferent to make his affection outweigh my worldly goods.' Stupid blockhead that I was!--I trembled to clasp her in my arms, but dared not believe in so much joy, and yet restrained myself to say,-- 'But if you should repent!' 'It would be your fault,' she replied: 'I never shall, unless you bitterly disappoint me. If you have not sufficient confidence in my affection to believe this, let me alone.' 'My darling angel--my own Helen,' cried I, now passionately kissing the hand I still retained, and throwing my left arm around her, 'you never shall repent, if it depend on me alone. But have you thought of your aunt?' I trembled for the answer, and clasped her closer to my heart in the instinctive dread of losing my new-found treasure. 'My aunt must not know of it yet,' said she. 'She would think it a rash, wild step, because she could not imagine how well I know you; but she must know you herself, and learn to like you. You must leave us now, after lunch, and come again in spring, and make a longer stay, and cultivate her acquaintance, and I know you will like each other.' 'And then you will be mine,' said I, printing a kiss upon her lips, and another, and another; for I was as daring and impetuous now as I had been backward and constrained before. 'No--in another year,' replied she, gently disengaging herself from my embrace, but still fondly clasping my hand. 'Another year! Oh, Helen, I could not wait so long!' 'Where is your fidelity?' 'I mean I could not endure the misery of so long a separation.' 'It would not be a separation: we will write every day: my spirit shall be always with you, and sometimes you shall see me with your bodily eye. I will not be such a hypocrite as to pretend that I desire to wait so long myself, but as my marriage is to please myself, alone, I ought to consult my friends about the time of it.' 'Your friends will disapprove.' 'They will not greatly disapprove, dear Gilbert,' said she, earnestly kissing my hand; 'they cannot, when they know you, or, if they could, they would not be true friends--I should not care for their estrangement. Now are you satisfied?' She looked up in my face with a smile of ineffable tenderness. 'Can I be other
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