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rchief about my throbbing temples, I blurted out three words: "_A comedy part!_" and fell face downward on the bed, and cried until there was not a tear left in me, and considering my record as a shedder of tears, that's saying a good deal. Afterward I knelt down and hid my shamed face in the pillow and asked forgiveness from the ever-pitiful and patient One above, and prayed for a clear understanding of the part entrusted to me. Oh, don't be shocked. I have prayed over my work all my life long, and I can't think the Father despises any labor that is done to His honor. And I humbly gave over my further thought of _Anne_, and praying pardon for the folly of "kicking against the pricks" and wasting my scant strength in useless passion, I retired, at peace with myself, the world, and even _Blanche_. Next morning a curious thing happened. I heard, or thought I heard, the words: "The first shall be last and the last shall be first," and I called from my bed: "Did you speak to me, mother?" and she answered, "No." As I sat over my coffee and rolls, I said, absently: "The first shall be last, and the _last_ shall be first." "What do you mean?" mother asked. "Nothing," I said. "The words were in my ears when I awoke, and they keep coming back to me." I rose and dressed for rehearsal. As I drew on my gloves I heard a hurried voice asking for me in the hall. I recognized it as M. Benot's. My heart sank like lead--was even the comedy part to be taken from me? I opened the door. Out of breath, the little man gasped: "I so come quite quick for Monsieur Da-_lay_. He make me to ask you right away, very quick, can you play that part of _Anne_?" My breath came in gasps, I might have been the runner! I answered, briefly: "Yes!" "Then," said he, "here give you to me that other part, _Blanche_." I gave it joyously. "Take you now this of _Anne_ and make of the great haste to Monsieur Da-_lay's_ office, before--_comprenez-vous_--before that you go on the stage, or see anyone else, he want you to make some lies, I tink, so you best hurry!" "Mother, mother!" I cried. As she ran, I held out to her the part, _Anne Sylvester_, written large on it. She looked, and said: "The last shall be first!" and kissing me, pushed me toward the stairs. I almost ran in my anxiety to obey orders; my mind was in a state of happy confusion--what could it all mean? The announcement had been distinctly made only yesterday that Miss Agnes Eth
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