FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198  
199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   >>   >|  
our injury like a man, you'd have gotten a hold on my tenderness and respect that nothing could have destroyed? Sara, I've watched you degenerate for eight years, but I never realized to what a depth you had sunk until you came to the Project." "What do you see in the Project," said Sara. "What does it really matter whether private or public interests control it? Who really cares?" "Lots of people care. Jim cares." "Pshaw!" sneered Sara. "All Jim Manning really cares about is his own pigheaded sense of race and nationality." "Jim needs that sense for his propelling power," said Pen. "I believe that just as soon as a man loses his sense of nationality, he loses a lot of his social force. Love of country--a man that hasn't it lacks something very fine, like family pride and honor. Jim's sense of race is the keynote to his character. And just as much as the New Englanders have lost that sense, have they lost their grip on the trend of the nation. They are the type that can't do without it." Sara eyed Pen curiously. She had turned to look out over the desert distances so that Sara saw her profile clean cut against the sky. She was only a girl and yet she had lived through much. Sara looked at her noble head, high arched above her ears; at her short nose and full soft mouth, at her straight brow, all blending in an outline that was that of the thinker, infinitely sad in its intelligence. "That was a very highbrow statement of yours, Pen," he said, less harshly than usual. "How did you come to think about these things?" Pen turned to look at him. "Marrying you made me," she said. "I had to use my mind. I had no family. I had no talents. I had to teach myself a sense of proportion that would keep you from wrecking me. I wanted to get to look at myself as one human living with millions of other humans and not as Pen, the center of her own universe." Pen laughed a little wistfully. "Since I couldn't mother children of my own, naturally, I had to mother the world." Sara grunted. "Huh! Who can say my life has been altogether a failure?" Sudden tears sprang to Pen's eyes. "Why, Sara, what a dear thing to say! And I thought you would remove my hair because of Jim's message." The sneer returned to Sara's voice. "You ask Jim if he ever heard of locking the barn too late? Tell him to bring on his 'armed guards.'" Pen was startled. "Sara, what have you done?" Sara laughed. "If you and Jim don't know, I'm not the
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198  
199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

nationality

 

turned

 

mother

 

laughed

 

family

 

Project

 
wanted
 
proportion
 

wrecking

 

millions


living

 

statement

 

harshly

 

highbrow

 

outline

 

infinitely

 

intelligence

 

Marrying

 

thinker

 
talents

things

 

naturally

 

locking

 

message

 

returned

 

startled

 

guards

 

remove

 
blending
 

children


grunted

 

couldn

 

center

 

universe

 

wistfully

 
thought
 

sprang

 

altogether

 

failure

 

Sudden


humans

 
sneered
 

Manning

 

pigheaded

 

interests

 

control

 
people
 

propelling

 

social

 
country