FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122  
123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   >>   >|  
as sight; if I could only have that!" "Are you willing to make sacrifices for that faith--what would you do, what give?" willing to test her sincerity. "Do! give! I would sit in sackcloth and ashes! Behold me upon the floor: I would even sink beneath it, I would walk upon coals of fire, tread upon thorns, seek rest upon a rack of torture! And give? O, have I not been robbed of my all? I have nothing left to give!" and Juliet's voice died out in a mournful wail. "But all this would not bring you to God, unless you yield to Him your heart." "I have no heart; it is in the grave with my husband." "Mrs. Temple, you will never find God while you cherish this spirit of selfish grief. Submission to His will is your first duty. Were you a Catholic, I could instruct you. I know not how to conduct a Protestant to God, unless I lead her in Catholic ways. Are you prepared to be so led? Or, madam, why did you send for me?" Juliet hesitated. "I hardly know," at length, "I wished for somebody who had been dear to John. He loved you more than all the world beside, except us, of course. He was so satisfied with his religion; his faith was so clear and full; he lived such a good life; and he used to say he owed so much to you. I thought if you could teach me as you had done him, if I could become good as he was, that I would learn of you, if you would take the trouble, even though you were a Catholic priest." "You do not wish then to become a Catholic, really?" "No; I do not. I wish to find God; or, to have such faith in Him, that I may believe as if I saw Him. Can you help me to that?" "I can," replied the priest. "God has appointed me to bring souls to Him. He has appointed the way also, and I cannot go out of that way. I warn you, therefore, in the beginning, that while conducting you to the Heavenly City, I am not seeking to make of you simply a Catholic, but the convictions of your mind and the fervor of your heart will be of the very spirit of Catholicity. Are you still willing to persevere?" "I am. I have no fears of becoming a Catholic. I can judge for myself. I can never believe in the divinity of Mary; nor in the worship of the saints and the adoration of their relics; nor in transubstantiation and miracles, and all those things; but you know what I want--and will you help me for John's sake?" "And for your own. But you must have confidence in me. And first, you must cease to believe that Catholics re
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122  
123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
Catholic
 
priest
 
spirit
 
appointed
 

Juliet

 

miracles

 

things

 

thought

 

confidence

 

trouble


transubstantiation

 

replied

 

seeking

 

simply

 

persevere

 

fervor

 

convictions

 
Catholicity
 
divinity
 

Heavenly


saints

 

Catholics

 
adoration
 

worship

 

beginning

 

conducting

 
relics
 

robbed

 

torture

 
mournful

Temple

 
cherish
 

selfish

 

husband

 
thorns
 

sackcloth

 

sincerity

 

sacrifices

 

Behold

 

beneath


Submission

 
length
 
wished
 

religion

 

satisfied

 

conduct

 

Protestant

 

instruct

 

prepared

 
hesitated