e, her son's fiancee, whom she
does not know, whom she will never know. That thought, which completes
the voluntary disherison of the mother, adds to the misery of her last
moments and fills them with such a flood of remorse and regret that,
notwithstanding her determination to be brave, she weeps and weeps.
The night falls gradually. Great streaks of shadow strike the sloping
windows, while the sky, immeasurable in its depth, becomes colorless,
seems to recede into the darkness. The roofs mass for the night as
soldiers do for an attack. The clocks gravely tell each other the hour,
while the swallows circle about in the neighborhood of a hidden nest and
the wind makes its usual incursion among the ruins in the old
lumber-yard. Tonight it blows with a wailing noise like the sea, with a
shudder of fog; it blows from the river as if to remind the wretched
woman that that is where she must go. Oh! how she shivers in her lace
mantle at the thought! Why did she come here to revive her taste for
life, which would be impossible after the confession she would be forced
to make? Swift footsteps shake the staircase, the door is thrown open;
it is Andre. He is singing, he is happy, and in a great hurry, for he is
expected to dine with the Joyeuses. A glimmer of light, quick, so that
the lover may beautify himself. But, as he scratches the match, he
divines the presence of some one in the studio, a shadow moving among
the motionless shadows.
"Who's there?"
Something answers, something like a stifled laugh or a sob. He thinks it
is his young neighbors, a scheme of the "children" to amuse themselves.
He draws near. Two hands, two arms seize him, are wound about him.
"It is I."
And in a feverish voice, which talks hurriedly in self-defence, she
tells him that she is about to start on a long journey, and that before
starting--
"A journey. Where are you going, pray?"
"Oh! I don't know. We are going ever so far away,--to his own country on
some business of his."
"What! you won't be here for my play? It's to be given in three days.
And then, right after it, my wedding. Nonsense! he can't prevent your
being present at my wedding."
She excuses herself, invents reasons, but her burning hands, which her
son holds in his, her unnatural voice, convince Andre that she is not
telling the truth. He attempts to light the candles, but she prevents
him.
"No, no, we don't need a light. It is better this way. Besides, I have
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