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swered. "I don't deserve such kindness. I'm afraid I am a very selfish girl." "You haven't an atom of selfishness in you, Helen. You are a woman, a true, strong, loving woman. We shall remain here as long as you want to. Now that there is another doctor here I am not so much afraid for you. If Grant should--should not recover, your old Dad's love may comfort you. And if, as I earnestly hope, he does get well, then come to me and tell me what you want. It shall be yours, girlie, with all my love. That's what I wanted to say." I slipped off the arm of the chair, and sat down at his feet, looking up at him, through the blur that was in my eyes. "I--I hardly dare hope he will get well, Daddy," I said, "and--and I don't know yet whether he loves me or not. This evening, in his delirium, he called me his darling, but never before this has he ever said a word of love to me. He's just been a friend to me, Daddy, such a friend!" "How can he help loving you?" said the dear old man. But I did not answer, and for a time we remained in silence, watching the wood fire in the tiny chimney, until Susie came in. "Th' kittle's biled," she announced. "Me cousin Hyatt he've brung some meat off'n the mash, an' I briled some." "I'm not very hungry, Susie," I told her. "Nor me neither, ma'am, with all them goin'-ons," she confided. "But what's th' use o' despisin' any of th' Lord's blessin's, specially when they gits kinder scarce?" So Daddy and I had our supper together, very comfortably, and really I did manage to eat a little, because the thought struck me that a girl couldn't possibly be beyond all hope of comfort as long as she had such a Dad, and I did my best to be brave. But soon after we had finished I became very restless and nervous, and Dad looked at me and patted my hand. "I expect you'd better run along, my dear," he told me. "But you must really try to have some rest to-night. If that doctor promised to sit up you might just as well have a little sleep. You mustn't be ill, you know, for we all need you too much for that." So I kissed him and hurried back to the shack, overtaking Mr. Barnett, who was also going there. Frenchy met us at the door. "Mebbe heem Docteur no die now, _hein_! Mebbe heem leeve now. I think heem no die. What you think?" "We hope and pray he may get well, my good man," answered the parson. We went in, and Dr. Johnson rose. "I can see no change as yet," he said, "but then it
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