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and easy life, without a care to harass them, so _she_ thought; envied Sadie her daily attendance at the academy, a matter which she _so_ early in life had been obliged to have done with; envied Mrs. Holland the very ribbons and laces which fluttered in the evening air. It had grown cooler now, a strong breeze blew up from the river and freshened the air; and, as they sat below there enjoying it, the sound of their gay voices came up to her. "What do they know about heat, or care, or trouble?" she said scornfully, thinking over all the weight of _her_ eighteen years of life; she hated it, this life of hers, _just_ hated it--the sweeping, dusting, making beds, trimming lamps, _working_ from morning till night; no time for reading, or study, or pleasure. Sadie had said she was cross, and Sadie had told the truth; she _was_ cross most of the time, fretted with her every-day petty cares and fatigues. "O!" she said, over and over, "if something would _only_ happen; if I could have one day, just _one_ day, different from the others; but no, it's the same old thing--sweep and dust, and clear up, and eat and sleep. I _hate_ it all." Yet, had Ester nothing for which to be thankful that the group on the piazza had not? If she had but thought, she had a robe, and a crown, and a harp, and a place waiting for her, up before the throne of God; and all they had _not_. Ester did not think of this; so much asleep was she, that she did not even know that none of those gay hearts down there below her had been given up to Christ. Not one of them; for the academy teachers and Dr. Van Anden were not among them. O, Ester was asleep! She went to church on the Sabbath, and to preparatory lecture on a week day; she read a few verses in her Bible, _frequently_, not every day; she knelt at her bedside every night, and said a few words of prayer--and this was all! She lay at night side by side with a young sister, who had no claim to a home in heaven, and never spoke to her of Jesus. She worked daily side by side with a mother who, through many trials and discouragements, was living a Christian life, and never talked with her of their future rest. She met daily, sometimes almost hourly, a large household, and never so much as thought of asking them if they, too, were going, some day, home to God. She helped her young brother and sister with their geography lessons, and never mentioned to them the heavenly country whither they themselv
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