"As often as you will wish it."
"I shall wish it always," said Nina; "and you can write; you are clever.
You know how to make your words say what there is in your heart."
"But you have been able to make your face more eloquent than any
words."
"Rebecca, dear Rebecca! Why was it that he did not love such a one as
you rather than me? You are more beautiful."
"But he at least has not thought so."
"And you are so clever and so good; and you could have given him help
which I never can give him."
"He does not want help. He wants to have by his side a sweet soft
nature that can refresh him by its contrast to his own. He has done
right to love you, and to make you his wife; only, I could wish that
you were as we are in religion." To this Nina made no answer. She could
not promise that she would change her religion, but she thought that
she would endeavour to do so. She would do so if the saints would let
her. "I am glad you are going away, Nina," continued Rebecca. "It will
be better for him and better for you."
"Yes, it will be better."
"And it will be better for me also." Then Nina threw herself on
Rebecca's neck and wept. She could say nothing in words in answer to
that last assertion. If Rebecca really loved the man who was now the
husband of another, of course it would be better that they should be
apart. But Nina, who knew herself to be weak, could not understand that
Rebecca, who was so strong, should have loved as she had loved.
"If you have daughters," said Rebecca, "and if he will let you name one
of them after me, I shall be glad." Nina swore that if God gave her
such a treasure as a daughter, that child should be named after the
friend who had been so good to her.
There were also a few words of parting between Anton Trendellsohn and
the girl who had been brought up to believe that she was to be his
wife; but though there was friendship in them, there was not much of
tenderness. "I hope you will prosper where you are going," said
Rebecca, as she gave the man her hand.
"I do not fear but that I shall prosper, Rebecca."
"No; you will become rich, and perhaps great--as great, that is, as we
Jews can make ourselves."
"I hope you will live to hear that the Jews are not crushed elsewhere
as they are here in Prague."
"But, Anton, you will not cease to love the old city where your fathers
and friends have lived so long?"
"I will never cease to love those, at least, whom I leave behind me.
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