FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73  
74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   >>   >|  
asy, solitary ride, sometimes sauntering along at a snail's pace, and then again spurring the poor brute, and endeavouring to bring his mind to some settled plan. But, whenever he did so, the idea of his sister's death was the only one which seemed to present either comfort or happiness. He made up his mind, at last, to put a bold face on the matter; to find out from Anty herself whether there was any truth in the story; and, if there should be,--for he felt confident she would not be able to deceive him,--to frighten her and the whole party of the Kellys out of what he considered a damnable conspiracy to rob him of his father's property, He got off his horse, and stalked into the house. On inquiry, he found that Anty was in her own room. He was sorry she was not out; for, to tell the truth, he was rather anxious to put off the meeting, as he did not feel himself quite up to the mark, and was ashamed of seeming afraid of her. He went into the stable, and abused the groom; into the kitchen, and swore at the maid; and then into the garden. It was a nasty, cold, February day, and he walked up and down the damp muddy walks till he was too tired and cold to walk longer, and then turned into the parlour, and remained with his back to the fire, till the man came in to lay the cloth, thinking on the one subject that occupied all his mind--occasionally grinding his teeth, and heaping curses on his father and sister, who, together, had inflicted such grievous, such unexpected injuries upon him. If, at this moment, there was a soul in all Ireland over whom Satan had full dominion--if there was a breast unoccupied by one good thought--if there was a heart wishing, a brain conceiving, and organs ready to execute all that was evil, from the worst motives, they were to be found in that miserable creature, as he stood there urging himself on to hate those whom he should have loved--cursing those who were nearest to him--fearing her, whom he had ill-treated all his life--and striving to pluck up courage to take such measures as might entirely quell her. Money was to him the only source of gratification. He had looked forward, when a boy, to his manhood, as a period when he might indulge, unrestrained, in pleasures which money would buy; and, when a man, to his father's death, as a time when those means would be at his full command. He had neither ambition, nor affection, in his nature; his father had taught him nothing but the exc
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73  
74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

father

 
sister
 

organs

 
unoccupied
 

thought

 

wishing

 
conceiving
 

moment

 

grinding

 

occasionally


heaping

 
curses
 

occupied

 

subject

 

thinking

 

inflicted

 

Ireland

 
dominion
 

grievous

 

unexpected


injuries

 

breast

 

fearing

 

unrestrained

 

indulge

 
pleasures
 
period
 

manhood

 
gratification
 

looked


forward
 

taught

 

nature

 

affection

 
command
 

ambition

 

source

 

urging

 
creature
 

miserable


motives

 
cursing
 

nearest

 

measures

 

courage

 
treated
 

striving

 
execute
 

kitchen

 

matter