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My father entered. 'Princess!' He did amazed and delighted homage, and forthwith uncontrollably poured out the history of my heroism, a hundred words for one;--my promptitude in picking the prince's glove up on my sword's point, my fine play with the steel, my scornful magnanimity, the admiration of my fellow-students;--every line of it; in stupendous language; an artillery celebration of victory. I tried to stop him. Ottilia rose, continually assenting, with short affirmatives, to his glorifying interrogations--a method he had of recapitulating the main points. She glanced to right and left, as if she felt caged. 'Is it known?' I heard her ask, in the half audible strange voice which had previously made me tremble. 'Known? I certify to you, princess,'--the unhappy man spouted his withering fountain of interjections over us anew; known in every Court and garrison of Germany! Known by this time in Old England! And, what was more, the correct version of it was known! It was known that the young Englishman had vanquished his adversary with the small sword, and had allowed him, because he had raged demoniacally on account of his lamed limb, to have a shot in revenge. 'The honour done me by the princess in visiting me is not to be known,' I summoned energy enough to say. She shook her head. My father pledged himself to the hottest secresy, equivalent to a calm denial of the fact, if necessary. 'Pray be at no trouble,' she addressed him. The 'Where am I?' look was painful in her aspect. It led me to perceive the difference of her published position in visiting a duellist lover instead of one assassinated. In the latter case, the rashness of an hereditary virgin princess avowing her attachment might pass condoned or cloaked by general compassion. How stood it in the former? I had dragged her down to the duellist's level! And as she was not of a nature to practise concealments, and scorned to sanction them, she was condemned, seeing that concealment as far as possible was imperative, to suffer bitterly in her own esteem. This, the cruellest, was the least of the evils. To keep our names disjoined was hopeless. My weakened frame and mental misery coined tears when thoughts were needed. Presently I found the room empty of our poor unconscious tormentor. Ottilia had fastened her hand to mine again. 'Be generous,' I surprised her by saying. 'Go back at once. I have seen you! Let my father escort you the r
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