t break his heart for her?" said
he.
"How could you bear to read them and leave her to perish!"
His voice deepened to an impressive hollow: "I read them for the first
time yesterday morning, in France, and I am here!"
It was undeniably, in its effect on Rhoda, a fine piece of pleading
artifice. It partially excused or accounted for his behaviour, while it
filled her with emotions which she felt to be his likewise, and therefore
she could not remain as an unsympathetic stranger by his side.
With this, he flung all artifice away. He told her the whole story,
saving the one black episode of it--the one incomprehensible act of a
desperate baseness that, blindly to get free, he had deliberately
permitted, blinked at, and had so been guilty of. He made a mental pause
as he was speaking, to consider in amazement how and by what agency he
had been reduced to shame his manhood, and he left it a marvel.
Otherwise, he in no degree exonerated himself. He dwelt sharply on his
vice of ambition, and scorned it as a misleading light. "Yet I have done
little since I have been without her!" And then, with a persuasive
sincerity, he assured her that he could neither study nor live apart from
Dahlia. "She is the dearest soul to me on earth; she is the purest woman.
I have lived with her, I have lived apart from her, and I cannot live
without her. I love her with a husband's love. Now, do you suppose I will
consent to be separated from her? I know that while her heart beats, it's
mine. Try to keep her from me--you kill her."
"She did not die," said Rhoda. It confounded his menaces.
"This time she might," he could not refrain from murmuring.
"Ah!" Rhoda drew off from him.
"But I say," cried he, "that I will see her."
"We say, that she shall do what is for her good."
"You have a project? Let me hear it. You are mad, if you have."
"It is not our doing, Mr. Blancove. It was--it was by her own choice. She
will not always be ashamed to look her father in the face. She dare not
see him before she is made worthy to see him. I believe her to have been
directed right."
"And what is her choice?"
"She has chosen for herself to marry a good and worthy man."
Edward called out, "Have you seen him--the man?"
Rhoda, thinking he wished to have the certainty of the stated fact
established, replied, "I have."
"A good and worthy man," muttered Edward. "Illness, weakness, misery,
have bewildered her senses. She thinks him a goo
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