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call him, I think, Owain?' 'I do.' 'In your brother's hearing?' 'Yes, my lord; it would be in your hearing if you were near.' 'No harm, no doubt.' 'There is none.' 'But you will not call your brother Chillon to me.' 'You dislike the name.' 'I learn to like everything you do and say; and every person you like.' 'It is by Mr. Wythan's dead wife's request that I call him by his name. He is our friend. He is a man to trust.' 'The situation...' Fleetwood hung swaying between the worldly view of it and the white light of this woman's nature flashed on his emotion into his mind. 'You shall be trusted for judging. If he is your friend, he is my friend. I have missed the sight of our boy. You heard I was at Esslemont?' 'I heard from Madge!' 'It is positive you must return to Croridge?' 'I must be with my brother, yes.' 'Your ladyship will permit me to conduct you.' Her head assented. There was nothing to complain of, but he had not gained a step. The rule is, that when we have yielded initiative to a woman, we are unable to recover it without uncivil bluster. So, therefore, women dealing with gentlemen are allowed unreasonable advantages. He had never granted it in colloquy or act to any woman but this one. Consequently, he was to see, that if the gentleman in him was not put aside, the lady would continue moving on lines of the independence he had likewise yielded, or rather flung, to her. Unless, as a result, he besieged and wooed his wife, his wife would hold on a course inclining constantly farther from the union he desired. Yet how could he begin to woo her if he saw no spark of womanly tenderness? He asked himself, because the beginning of the wooing might be checked by the call on him for words of repentance only just possible to conceive. Imagine them uttered, and she has the initiative for life. She would not have it, certainly, with a downright brute. But he was not that. In an extremity of bitterness, he fished up a drowned old thought, of all his torments being due to the impulsive half-brute he was. And between the good and the bad in him, the sole point of strength was a pride likely, as the smooth simplicity of her indifference showed him, soon to be going down prostrate beneath her feet. Wholly a brute--well? He had to say, that playing the perfect brute with any other woman he would have his mastery. The summoning of an idea of personal power to match this woman in a cont
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