FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226  
227   228   229   230   231   232   233   234   235   236   237   238   239   240   241   242   243   244   245   246   247   248   249   250   251   >>   >|  
uttered a theatrical aside, that even _that_ could not have been maintained if he had not occasionally come to Ormersfield to relieve himself a little upon their two lordships. Laugh as he might, Fitzjocelyn was much concerned and perplexed by his cousin's ill-humour, when it appeared more permanent than could be puffed off in a few ebullitions. Attempts to penetrate the gloom made it heavier, and Louis resolved to give it time to subside. He waited some days before going near James, and when he next walked to his college found him engaged with pupils. He was himself very busy, and had missed his cousin several times before he at length found him alone. 'Why, Jem, old fellow, what are you about? You've not been near my rooms this term. Are you renouncing me in anticipation of my plucking?' 'You won't be plucked unless you go out of your senses for the occasion.' 'No thanks to your advice and assistance if I am not. But it would conduce to my equanimity, Jem, to know whether we are quarrelling, as in that case I should know how to demean myself.' 'I've no quarrel with you. You have far more reason--But,' added Jem, catching himself up, 'don't you know I have no leisure for trifling? The Ordination is the second week in March.' 'The Ordination!' 'Ay--you know it! My fellowship depends on it.' 'I never liked to contemplate it.' He sat down and mused, while James continued his occupation. Presently he said, 'Look here. Sir Miles Oakstead asked me if I had any clever Oxford friend to recommend. If he comes into office, he--' 'I'll be no great man's hanger-on.' 'This matter is not imminent. You are barely four-and-twenty. Wait a year or two; even a few months would--' 'You have tried my forbearance often enough,' broke in James; 'my object is--as you very well know--to maintain myself and mine without being liable to obnoxious patronage. If you think I should disgrace the office, speak out!' Louis, without raising his eyes, only answered with a smile. 'Then, what do you mean? As to your notions of a vocation, ninety-nine out of a hundred are in my case. I have been bred up to this--nothing else is open--I mean to do my duty; and surely that is vocation--no one has a right to object--' 'No one; I beg your pardon,' meekly said Louis, taking up his stick to go; but both knew it was only a feint, and James, whose vehemence was exhausting itself, resumed, in an injured tone, 'What d
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226  
227   228   229   230   231   232   233   234   235   236   237   238   239   240   241   242   243   244   245   246   247   248   249   250   251   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

office

 

vocation

 

object

 

Ordination

 
cousin
 

Presently

 

occupation

 

twenty

 
continued
 

matter


Oxford
 
clever
 

friend

 

recommend

 

hanger

 

imminent

 

Oakstead

 

barely

 

pardon

 

meekly


taking
 

surely

 

injured

 

resumed

 

vehemence

 

exhausting

 
hundred
 
maintain
 

liable

 
obnoxious

months

 

forbearance

 
patronage
 

notions

 

ninety

 
answered
 
disgrace
 

raising

 

equanimity

 

heavier


resolved

 

penetrate

 

puffed

 
ebullitions
 

Attempts

 
subside
 

waited

 

engaged

 

pupils

 
missed