uttered a theatrical aside,
that even _that_ could not have been maintained if he had not
occasionally come to Ormersfield to relieve himself a little upon their
two lordships.
Laugh as he might, Fitzjocelyn was much concerned and perplexed by his
cousin's ill-humour, when it appeared more permanent than could be
puffed off in a few ebullitions. Attempts to penetrate the gloom made
it heavier, and Louis resolved to give it time to subside. He waited
some days before going near James, and when he next walked to his
college found him engaged with pupils. He was himself very busy, and
had missed his cousin several times before he at length found him alone.
'Why, Jem, old fellow, what are you about? You've not been near my
rooms this term. Are you renouncing me in anticipation of my plucking?'
'You won't be plucked unless you go out of your senses for the
occasion.'
'No thanks to your advice and assistance if I am not. But it would
conduce to my equanimity, Jem, to know whether we are quarrelling, as
in that case I should know how to demean myself.'
'I've no quarrel with you. You have far more reason--But,' added Jem,
catching himself up, 'don't you know I have no leisure for trifling?
The Ordination is the second week in March.'
'The Ordination!'
'Ay--you know it! My fellowship depends on it.'
'I never liked to contemplate it.' He sat down and mused, while James
continued his occupation. Presently he said, 'Look here. Sir Miles
Oakstead asked me if I had any clever Oxford friend to recommend. If
he comes into office, he--'
'I'll be no great man's hanger-on.'
'This matter is not imminent. You are barely four-and-twenty. Wait a
year or two; even a few months would--'
'You have tried my forbearance often enough,' broke in James; 'my
object is--as you very well know--to maintain myself and mine without
being liable to obnoxious patronage. If you think I should disgrace
the office, speak out!'
Louis, without raising his eyes, only answered with a smile.
'Then, what do you mean? As to your notions of a vocation, ninety-nine
out of a hundred are in my case. I have been bred up to this--nothing
else is open--I mean to do my duty; and surely that is vocation--no one
has a right to object--'
'No one; I beg your pardon,' meekly said Louis, taking up his stick to
go; but both knew it was only a feint, and James, whose vehemence was
exhausting itself, resumed, in an injured tone, 'What d
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