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mptations, and the roughness that awaited him--nay, from the mere effort of perseverance, and could almost have sighed to think how nearly the death-pang had been over, and the home of Love, Life, and Light had been won for ever:-- 'I am come that they might have life, And that they might have it more abundantly.' The words returned on him, and with them what his father had said, 'You have had a thread running through your life.' He was in a state between sleeping and waking, when the confines of reflection and dreaming came very near together, and when vague impressions, hardly noticed at the time they were made, began to tell on him without his own conscious volition. It was to him as if from that brightening eastern heaven, multitudes of threads of light were floating hither and thither, as he had often watched the gossamer undulating in the sunshine. Some were firm, purely white, and glistening here and there with rainbow tints as they tended straight upwards, shining more and more into the perfect day; but for the most part they were tangled together in inextricable confusion, intermingled with many a broken end, like fleeces of cobweb driven together by the autumn wind,--some sailing aimlessly, or with shattered tangled strands-some white, some dark, some anchored to mere leaves or sprays, some tending down to the abyss, but all in such a perplexed maze that the eye could seldom trace which were directed up, which downwards, which were of pure texture, which defiled and stained. In the abortive, unsatisfactory attempt to follow out one fluctuating clue, not without whiteness, and heaving often upwards, but frail, wavering, ravelled, and tangled, so that scarcely could he find one line that held together, Louis awoke to find his father wondering that he could sleep with the sun shining full on his face. 'It was hardly quite a dream,' said Louis, as he related it to Mrs. Frost. 'It would make a very pretty allegory.' 'It is too real for that just now,' he said. 'It was the moral of all my broken strands that Mary held up to me yesterday.' 'I hope you are going to do more than point your moral, my dear. You always were good at that.' 'I mean it,' said Louis, earnestly. 'I do not believe such an illness--ay, or such a dream--can come for nothing.' So back went his thoughts to the flaws in his own course; and chiefly he bewailed his want of sympathy for his father. Material obedie
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