for figures and ledgers, and
that sort of thing."

"I have naturally strong nerves, too," said Jane.

"Oh, they say it is nothing being in such a place, when you once get
used to it."

"But what would become of my poor sister?" said Jane. "We did so much
wish to be together; and in such a situation I could see so little of
her."

"That would be the case in any situation; and what is there to prevent
her from getting one for herself?"

"Just as much and more than prevents me. Still, twenty-four and thirty
pounds a year would keep her tolerably comfortable till she can get
employment or meets with success otherwise," said Jane, half thinking
aloud. "I think I will write out my application when we get home
to-night."

"Where are you staying--in Edinburgh?" asked Mrs. Rennie.

"At my cousin's."

"At Mr. Hogarth's?--you do not mean to say so!"

"He asked me to come and stay with him while I inquired about this
situation, or anything else that might appear to be better. You know I
cannot afford to take lodgings or live at a hotel, and no one else
thought of offering me a home."

"It was very kind and well-meant on his part, no doubt; but it was
scarcely advisable on yours to accept it."

"I spoke to Miss Thomson about it, and she saw no objection."

"Miss Thomson of Allendale: very likely she did not--she is used to do
just as she pleases, and never minds what the world thinks."

"She was the only person who gave me either help, encouragement, or
advice. I thought all she said was right and reliable. You do not know
what it is to me, who have no relation in the world but Elsie, to find
a cousin. He seems like a brother to me, and I know he feels like one.
If it had been in his power to give me money to engage a lodging,
perhaps he would have done so, but it is money assistance that is so
strictly forbidden by the will."

"If he had only spoken to some experienced friend on the subject--if he
had only spoken to ME--I am sure it could have been better managed. In
the meantime, if you have no objection to sharing Eliza's room, we will
be glad to keep you here for the remainder of your stay in Edinburgh.
You had better not go home with your cousin to-night."

Jane paused for a few minutes--many bitter thoughts passed through her
mind. "I am much obliged to you for your kind offer, but I do not think
I can accept it. If I have made a mistake, it has been committed
already, and cannot be undone. To-night, I wil