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having the trouble of helping me half-a-dozen times. I don't think
things are a bit the nicer because they cost a lot of money. I
suppose that is what you mean, sir."
"Something of that kind, Gerald. Not to have money for your
wants;--that must be troublesome."
"Very bad indeed," said Silverbridge, shaking his head wisely, as a
Member of Parliament might do who felt that something should be done
to put down such a lamentable state of things.
"I don't complain," said Gerald. "No fellow ever had less right to
complain. But I never felt that I had quite enough. Of course it was
my own fault."
"I should say so, my boy. But then there are a great many like you.
Let their means be what they may, they never have quite enough. To be
in any difficulty with regard to money,--to owe what you cannot pay,
or even to have to abstain from things which you have told yourself
are necessary to yourself or to those who depend on you,--creates a
feeling of meanness."
"That is what I have always felt," said Silverbridge. "I cannot bear
to think that I should like to have a thing and that I cannot afford
it."
"You do not quite understand me, I fear. The only case in which you
can be justified in desiring that which you cannot afford is when the
thing is necessary;--as bread may be, or clothes."
"As when a fellow wants a lot of new breeches before he has paid his
tailor's bill."
"As when a poor man," said the Duke impressively, "may long to give
his wife a new gown, or his children boots to keep their feet from
the mud and snow." Then he paused a moment, but the serious tone of
his voice and the energy of his words had sent Gerald headlong among
his kidneys. "I say that in such cases money must be regarded as a
blessing."
"A ten-pound note will do so much," said Silverbridge.
"But beyond that it ought to have no power of conferring happiness,
and certainly cannot drive away sorrow. Not though you build palaces
out into the deep, can that help you. You read your Horace, I hope.
'Scandunt eodum quo dominus minae.'"
"I recollect that," said Gerald. "Black care sits behind the
horseman."
"Even though he have a groom riding after him beautiful with
exquisite boots. As far as I have been able to look out into the
world--"
"I suppose you know it as well as anybody," said Silverbridge,--who
was simply desirous of making himself pleasant to the "dear old
governor."
"As far as my experience goes, the happiest man i
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