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They stared as if transfixed, and then mother gave a low moan, and said to Sis: "That unfortunate man has been in Jail all night." And Sis said: "Jane Raleigh is crazy. That's all." Then they looked at me, and mother burst into tears. But Sis said: "You little imp! Don't tell me you've been in that bed all night. I KNOW BETTER." I closed my eyes. They were not of the understanding sort, and never would be. "If that's the way you feel I shall tell you nothing," I said wearily. "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?" mother said, in a slow and dreadful voice. Well, I saw then that a part of the Truth must be disclosed, especialy since she has for some time considered sending me to a convent, although without cause, and has not done so for fear of my taking the veil. So I told her this. I said: "I spent the night shut in a clothes closet, but where is not my secret. I cannot tell you." "Barbara! You MUST tell me." "It is not my secret alone, mother." She caught at the foot of the bed. "Who was shut with you in that closet?" she demanded in a shaking voice. "Barbara, there is another wreched Man in all this. It could not have been Mr. Beecher, because he has been in the Station House all night." I sat up, leaning on one elbow, and looked at her ernestly. "Mother" I said, "you have done enough damage, interfering with Careers--not only mine, but another's imperiled now by not haveing a last Act. I can tell you no More, except"--here my voice took on a deep and intence fiber--"that I have done nothing to be ashamed of, although unconventional." Mother put her hands to her Face, and emited a low, despairing cry. "Come," Leila said to her, as to a troubled child. "Come, and Hannah can use the vibrater on your spine." So she went, but before she left she said: "Barbara, if you will only promise to be a good girl, and give us a chance to live this Scandle down, I will give you anything you ask for." "Mother!" Sis said, in an angry tone. "What can I do, Leila?" mother said. "The girl is atractive, and probably men will always be following her and making trouble. Think of last Winter. I know it is Bribery, but it is better than Scandle." "I want nothing, mother," I said, in a low, heartstricken tone, "save to be allowed to live my own life and to have a Career." "My Heavens," mother said, "if I hear that word again, I'll go crazy." So she went away, and Sis came over and looked down at me. "We
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