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also been aroused, for as the visiting hour of the afternoon drew near she displayed an unwillingness to leave the house, donned her prettiest dress, and seated herself in the drawing-room, in what was evidently a waiting mood. "Put a rose in your belt, Jean. You ought always to wear a rose," Vanna said, holding out a bowl of fragrant blooms for approval, and Jean obeyed, casting the while a smilingly defiant glance at the angular woman who sat knitting near at hand. If ever the word spinster was written large over a human creature, it was written over Mrs Goring, wife of the genial Philip, and stepmother to his daughter Jean. Yet she was not only a wife, but a mother, and her husband and the two growing schoolboys regarded her with a sincere if somewhat prosaic affection. Jean's mental position with regard to her stepmother was somewhat more complicated. "I love her with my head, with my judgment, with my conscience; on Sundays, when the sermon is extra good; when she has asthma, and gasps for breath; when the boys are ill, and she looks white and trembly; at other times--_no_! with my heart--_never_! We are miles apart, and no bridge is long enough to bring us together. I am her husband's daughter, so it is her duty to feel an affection for me; she never shirks a duty, so she tries hard morning and evening to love me as she should, and asks forgiveness every night because she can't manage to do it. I don't try--because I'm bad, you'll say; really, because I'm too wise. It's no use _trying_ to love; but I'm far more obedient and docile than I should be if she were my own dear mother. I should have teased her, and argued, and been cross and perverse--every naughty thing in turn, as the mood took me; and then I should have been sorry, and cried, and she would have forgiven me, and we'd have loved each other harder than ever. But the mater and I never quarrel. That ought to score a great big mark to our credit." On the present occasion Mrs Goring justified her character for keeping her temper, for, trying as it was to her practical nature to behold her stepdaughter decking herself with flowers in the afternoon, and idling over a piece of useless crewel work, she made no spoken protest, but contented herself with pursing her thin lips, and clicked her knitting-needles together as she worked. Presently a visitor was announced, and then another; tea was served, and it was after five o'clock when at last the
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