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ss will give him more self-reliance. He needs it, if ever he is to impose himself upon the dear public. Even the critics are prone to take a man at his own valuation, and one of the best American musicians is working in a corner, to-day, because he finds it a good deal more interesting to work towards future successes than to exploit his past ones in the eyes of the world." Beatrix smiled, half in assent, half in amusement at his sudden energy. "Mr. Arlt will succeed in time; he is only a boy yet. But, with genius and energy and his real love for his art, there can be no doubt of his future." "That is as fate may decree," Thayer answered. "Or Providence," she corrected him. He shook his head. "Miss Dane, the more I know of life, I am learning to write fate in capitals, and to spell Providence with a little _p_. Things are pretty well cut out for us." She glanced at him with sudden intentness. "Then I hope the scissors are sharp, and that Moira carries a steady hand. We have to put up with our own indecisions; those of other people are maddening." "Doesn't that depend upon what the decision finally proves to be?" he asked. Her eyes had gone back to the fire, and her face was very grave. "No; I would rather know where I am going. Anything is better than drifting; it is a comfort to look steadily forward to the best or to the worst." Suddenly she roused herself. "Mr. Thayer, do you realize that it is two months since I have heard you sing?" He roused himself quite as suddenly. In the slight pause which had broken her speech, he had been making a swift, but futile effort to chart the future. He knew that Lorimer was drifting carelessly, thoughtlessly; he also knew that Beatrix was allowing herself to drift idly in his wake. And how about himself? And would they all make the same port in the end? If not, where would the diverging currents be waiting for them? His brain was working intently; but his voice was quite conventional, as he rose. "I hoped you would ask me. After a month or two of singing to strangers, I begin to feel the need of something a little more personal. Will you have the new songs, or the old?" "The old, of course," she answered unhesitatingly. He improvised for a moment; then he began to sing,-- "_The hours I spent with thee, dear heart, Are as a string of pearls to me. I count them over one by_--" Abruptly he stopped singing and struck a dozen resona
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