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as a day on which Hetty had been feeling unusually sad. Even by Rachel's bedside she could not quite throw off the sadness. Unconsciously, she had been sitting for a long time silent. As she looked up, she met Rachel's eyes fixed full on hers, with the same penetrating gaze which had so disturbed her in their first interview. Rachel did not withdraw her gaze, but continued to look into Hetty's eyes, steadily, piercingly, with an expression which held Hetty spell-bound. Presently she said: "Dear Mrs. Williams, you are thinking something which is not true. Do not let it stay with you." "What do you mean, Rachel?" asked Hetty, resentfully. "No one can read another person's thoughts." "Not exactly," replied Rachel, in a timid voice, "but very nearly. Since I have been ill, I have had a strange power of telling what people were thinking about: I can sometimes tell the exact words. I cannot tell how it is. I seem to read them in the air, or to hear them spoken. And I can always tell if a person is thinking either wicked thoughts or untrue ones. A wicked person always looks to me like a person in a fog. There have been some people in this room that my father thought very good; but I knew they were very bad. I could hardly see their faces clear. When a person is thinking mistaken or untrue thoughts, I see something like a shimmer of light all around them: it comes and goes, like a flicker from a candle. When you first came in to see me, you looked so." "Pshaw, Rachel," said Hetty, resolutely. "That is all nonsense. It is just the nervous fancy of a sick girl. You mustn't give way to it." "I should think so too," replied Rachel, meekly. "If it did not so often come exactly true. My father will tell you how often we have tried it." "Well, then, tell me what I was thinking just now," laughed Hetty. Rachel colored. "I would rather not," she replied, in an earnest tone. "Oh! you're afraid it won't prove true," said Hetty. "I'll take the risk, if you will." Rachel hesitated, but finally repeated her first answer. "I would rather not." Hetty persisted, and Rachel, with great reluctance, answered her as follows: "You were thinking about yourself: you were dissatisfied about something in yourself; you are not happy, and you ought to be; you are so good." Hetty listened with a wonder-struck face. She disliked this more than she had ever in her life disliked any thing which had happened to her. She did not speak
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