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't recognize the benefits of the system then--and I suffered for it." He paused with a curious, half-tender look in his face. "There was a girl, Jack, good as they're made, I still believe, though not in our station. Well, I meant to marry her--thought I was strong enough to defy the system--and she, not knowing what manner of life I was meant for, was fond of me." "What manner of life were you meant for?" Jernyngham laughed harshly. "The Bar, for a beginning; I'd got my degree. The House later--there was strong family influence--to assist in propagating the Imperial idea. Strikes one as amusing, Jack." Prescott thought his companion would not have spoken so freely had he been wholly sober, but he had long noticed the purity of the man's intonation and the refinement that occasionally showed in his manners. "You're making quite a tale of it," he said. "Well," resumed Jernyngham, "I didn't know what I was up against; the system broke me. When the stress came, I hadn't nerve enough to hold out, and for that I've been punished. My sister--she meant well--got hold of the girl, persuaded her to give me up--for my sake, Jack. Wouldn't see me, sent back my letters, and I came to Canada, beaten." He paused. "There's a reason why you must try to realize my father and sister. He's unflinchingly upright, conventional to a degree; Gertrude's a feebler copy, as just, but perhaps not quite so hard. Well, I've never written to either, but I've heard from friends and the conclusion seems to be that as I've never asked for money I must have reformed. There's a desire for a reconciliation; my father's getting old, and I believe, in their reserved way, they were fond of me. Don't be impatient; I'm coming to the point at last. I'd a letter to-day from Colston--though the man's a relative, I haven't seen him since I left school. He and his wife are passing through on their way to British Columbia and the idea seems to be that he should see me and report." Prescott made a sign of understanding. Jernyngham, stamped with dissipation and injured in a brawl, and his small homestead where everything was in disorder and out of repair, were hardly likely to create a favorable impression on his English relatives. Besides, there was Mrs. Jernyngham. The effect of her appearance and conversation might be disastrous. "Now," continued Jernyngham, "you see how I'm fixed. I haven't much to thank my people for, but I want to spare
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