ically in Mrs. Payne's arms that the older woman was
almost ashamed of her victory. She knew that she could afford to be
kind. She felt that she would like to tell her that under any other
circumstances she knew none whom she would rather trust as Arthur's wife;
but to say so would have been a bitter mockery. She waited in silence
while Gabrielle mastered her own feelings and raised, at last, her
haggard eyes.
"What can you say to my husband?" she said.
"We must say that I am ill. That will give you a good reason for
returning."
"And Arthur?"
"The same reason will explain why he doesn't go back to Lapton on
Tuesday. After that I don't know what I shall do."
"But I can see him before I go?"
"That would be quite useless. It might even do harm. You are going to
help me, you know, for his sake."
"He'll wonder. How can we satisfy him? What can I do?"
"You had better write to him. Tell him that after to-night it's
impossible for you to stay. Only ... only please don't mention me."
"It will kill him...."
"Or save him. It's the only thing that you can do."
"I'll write it now."
She went over to the writing table in the window, and there, with
streaming eyes, she wrote her letter. It took her a long time to do, and
when she had finished she brought it with the envelope to Mrs. Payne.
"Do you want to read it?" she asked.
"No ... Of course I trust you."
"Thank you." She fastened the envelope and addressed it. "I feel as if
I were dead," she said.
"You're young," said Mrs. Payne.
"But you'll let me know what happens, you'll write to me?"
"Yes, I'll write to you."
"I have a dread, an awful dread of what may happen. I can't be sure that
we've done right."
"Neither can I. I had to make a decision. I pray God that it will turn
out well. We can do no more."
"I know now that you love him. I'm glad to know that."
"Did you ever doubt it?"
"But for me there's nothing left ... nothing." Gabrielle stood for a
moment in silence. Then she said, "I'd better pack," and Mrs. Payne
clutching at any refuge from the intensity of the moment offered to help
her.
"No," said Gabrielle, "if you don't mind, I'd rather be alone. We'd
better say good-bye."
"I don't like to leave you," said Mrs. Payne, "but perhaps you're right."
With a sudden impulse Gabrielle came over to her. Mrs. Payne took her in
her arms and they kissed.
"I could love you," said Gabrielle. "You have
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