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s and sounds filled her with indistinct visions of felicity. At night, when there was music in the house, she crept from her bed to the staircase, and sat listening with burning cheeks and icy hands. Next day there came over her an immense, hazy discontent with everything. And her tragic little face--her eyes, skin, and fluffy hair all harmonized in the most delicate shade of brown--resembled the face of some European _grande amoureuse_ seen through the small end of an opera glass. "Yes," said Miss Balbian at last to the charming, quiet ladies who sat in her library drinking tea from old china cups. "Lilla is a strange, I may say a startling, child." And allowing herself one of her rare public failures of expression--a look of uneasiness--she added, half swallowing her words, "I sometimes ask myself----" CHAPTER III Nearly every spring, Aunt Althea, craving "her beloved Europe," took Lilla abroad. Escorted by an elderly courier who had the appearance of a gentleman in waiting at the Vatican, they moved with royal deliberation, patronizing luxurious hotels, celebrated landscapes, notable art collections. The governess was supplemented with the best local teachers of music and languages; but it was Aunt Althea, with her proud fastidiousness, her eclecticism at once virginal and ardent, who set the keynote for Lilla's education. All the young girl's inherited repugnances were enhanced. All her sensibilities were aggravated. With the lapse of time and the expansion of her world, her impassionable nature vibrated still more extravagantly, at the most subtle stimuli, between the poles of happiness and pain--which two sensations sometimes seemed to her identical. Now she was lovelier than her mother had ever been--a tall, fragile, pale brown creature whose carefully composed lips, whose deliberately slow grace, only half concealed that inner intensity of hers. She had, indeed, the exceptional, agitating look--that softly fatal aspect---which is seen in those who are destined to extraordinary lives. It was as though strange, unprecipitated events were clinging round her slender body like an aura: the promises of unparalleled adventures in love, perhaps also in tragedy. Before her twentieth year she had given this presentiment to many men, who, with a thrill that may have been partly fear, longed to be the cause of those raptures, and to accept the perils. In an alley of Constantine, in fierc
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