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ong to speak thus?" A single sob shook the slender, bowed figure, the face still hidden. "Yes," she whispered faintly, "you have hurt me; you have done wrong." "But why?" he insisted. "Is not my love worthy?" She lifted her head then, resting one hand against the dishevelled hair, her eyes misty from tears. "Worthy? O God, yes! but so useless; so utterly without power." Winston strode to the window and back again, his hands clenched, the veins showing across his forehead. Suddenly he dropped upon his knees beside her, clasping her one disengaged hand within both his own. "Beth, I refuse to believe," he exclaimed firmly. "Love is never useless, never without power, either in this world or the next. Tell me, then, once for all, here before God, do you love me?" She swept the clinging tears from her lashes, the soft clasp of her fingers upon his hand unconsciously tightening. "You may read an answer within my face," she replied, slowly. "It must be that my eyes tell the truth, although I cannot speak it with my lips." "Cannot? In God's name, why?" She choked, yet the voice did not wholly fail her. "Because I have no right. I--I am the wife of another." The head drooped lower, the hair shadowing the face, and Winston, his lips set and white, stared at her, scarcely comprehending. A moment later he sprang to his feet, one hand pressed across his eyes, slowly grasping the full measure of her confession. "The wife of another!" he burst forth, his voice shaking. "Great God! You? What other? Farnham?" The bowed head sank yet lower, as though in mute answer, and his ears caught the echo of a single muffled sob. Suddenly she glanced up at him, and then rose unsteadily to her feet clinging to the back of the chair for support. "Mr. Winston," her voice strengthening with each word spoken, "it hurts me to realize that you feel so deeply. I--I wish I might bear the burden of this mistake all alone. But I cannot stand your contempt, or have you believe me wholly heartless, altogether unworthy. We--we must part, now and forever; there is no other honorable way. I tried so hard to compel you to leave me before; I accepted that engagement at the Gayety, trusting such an act would disgust you with me. I am not to blame for this; truly, I am not--no woman could have fought against Fate more faithfully; only--only I couldn't find sufficient courage to confess to you the whole truth. Perha
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