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t man could not believe that the game which he so often won had been lost this time, and in this knowledge lay his determination to win yet at all hazards. And should it only remain a game? He had not called himself to account as yet, but in the intense interest which this beautiful woman excited within him, there was a strong mixture of hate. There had been an antagonistic feeling on that first day in the wood, and since then he had been repelled and attracted by turns; it was just that which spurred him on. Love, the holy, pure significance of that word, was a stranger to the heart of Zalika's son. He had learned much that was harmful at the side of his mother, who had made such a shameless spectacle of her own husband's love; and the many women who were her companions and associates in her Roumanian home, but echoed her sentiments concerning love and fidelity. Their later life, unstable and adventurous, with no ground under their feet, had ruined altogether all ideals of happiness and love in the young man's breast; he learned contempt before he learned love, and now he received his well-deserved humiliation as an insult. "You keep me at bay now," he murmured. "You are battling against yourself. I have felt it and seen it, but in such a battle the man is always victor." A slight rustle of a curtain made him turn round. It was the ambassador in search of his wife, whom he thought still here; he stood on the threshold and threw a hasty glance around the room, when he caught sight of Hartmut. He stopped and hesitated for a moment, then he said half aloud: "Herr Rojanow--" "Your Excellency!" "I would like to speak to you alone for a few minutes." "I am at your service." Wallmoden stepped forward into the room now, but he took up his position so that he could keep his eye on the entrance. It was scarcely necessary, for the doors into the dining-hall were just opened, and the room adjoining the tower-chamber was deserted. "I am surprised to see you here," began the ambassador, in the subdued, but severely cold tone which he had used the day of their first meeting at Hochberg, and it brought the blood to the younger man's brow to-day, as it had done then. He straightened himself proudly as he answered: "And why, your Excellency?" "That question is superfluous; in any case I did not imagine that I should be forced into the position of being presented to you by Prince Adelsberg." "It was I wh
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