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ing brute!" Humour lurked in his voice--more tonic than sympathy; yet in a sense, more upsetting. Her tragedy had its vein of the ludicrous; and at his hint of it, tears trembled into laughter; laughter into tears. The impact unsteadied her afresh; and she covered her face again shaken with sobs. "Aruna--my _dear_--you mustn't, I tell you...." More tenderness now than command. She held her breath--pain shot through with sudden ecstasy. For in speaking he had laid an arm round her shoulder; just supporting her with a firm gentle grasp that sent tingling shocks along all her sensitised nerves. "Listen, Aruna--and don't cry," he said, low and urgently. "No answer always leaves room for hope. And you shall have your Dyan, I promise you. I won't come back without him. I can't say fairer than that. So now----" his hand closed on her shoulder. "Give over--breaking your poor heart!" Comforted a little, she uncovered her face. "I will try. Only to-night--I would rather--not the Palace dinner, the fireworks. I would rather go home with Miss Mills and the children...." "And cry your eyes out all alone. And spoil the whole evening--for us both. No, you don't. Remember--you are Rajputni: not to be hag-ridden by a mere chiragh and a thieving mugger. No more tears and terrors. Look me in the face--and promise." As usual, he was irresistible. What matter Mai Lakshmi's indifference--since he cared so much? "Faithfully--I promise, Roy," she said; and, for proof of courage, looked straight into his eyes--that seemed mysteriously to hold and draw her into depths beyond depths. For one incredible moment, his face moved a little nearer to hers--paused, as if irresolute, and withdrew. So brief was the instant, so slight the movement, that she almost doubted her senses. But her inmost being knew--and ached, without shyness or shame, for the kiss withheld.... "You've the grit--I knew it," Roy said at last, in the level voice that had puzzled her earlier in the evening: and his hand slid from her shoulder. "Come now--we've been too long. Thea will be wondering...." He turned; and she moved beside him, walking in a dream. "Did you say much, before I came?" he asked, after a pause, "to that fellow--Chandranath?" "I spoke a little--thinking him a _guru_----" She paused. The name woke a chord of memory. "Chandranath," she repeated, "that is the name they said----" "_Who_?" Roy asked sharply, coming out of his own dream.
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