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for his wife, that life no longer seemed a possible thing for him upon any other terms--all that feeble scaffolding of words was, to his despair, swept now clean away in the very torrent of his passion. He could do nothing for a while but go on holding her. At last, words burst from him. "I won't let you go. Not alone. Wherever you go, I'll go with you." She looked up, staring into his face and he saw an incredulous surmise deepen into certainty. She had seen, heard in that cry of his, the truth--that he understood what she meant to do. Then her face contorted itself like a child's, ineffectually struggling to keep back tears, and she broke down, weeping. That broke the spell that had fallen upon him. He took her up, carried her over to the big armchair and sat down with her in his arms. His own terror, which had never more than momentarily receded since she had first spoken to him from the doorway, was, he realized, gone; replaced by an inexplicable thrilling confidence that he had won his victory. He didn't speak a word. The tempest was soon spent. It was a matter only of minutes before the sobbing ceased. But for a long while after she was quiet, all muscles relaxed, she lay just as he held her, a soft dead weight like a sleeping child. He wondered, indeed, if she had not fallen asleep and finally moved his head so that he could see her eyes. They were open, though, and at that movement of his she stirred, sighed and sat erect. "I think I would have dropped off in another minute," she said. Then she put her hands upon his shoulders. "I won't do that. I promise, solemnly, I won't do what--what we both thought I meant to do. I don't believe I could now, anyway. Now that the nightmare is gone." She smiled then and bent down and kissed him. "But I won't do the other thing either, my dear. I'll find some other way. Really go to Omaha perhaps. But I won't marry you. You see why, don't you?" "Oh, yes," he said. "I can tell you exactly why. You don't want to take away my freedom. You want me to be a sort of--what was that opera you spoke about at Hickory Hill?--_Chemineau_. Doing nothing but what I please. Wandering off wherever I like." He smiled. "Mary, dear, do you realize that you're proposing to deal with me exactly as Graham Stannard would have dealt with you? Trying to make an image of me?" She started from his knees, retreated a pace or two and turned and confronted him. "That's not true," she pr
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