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"passing the loves of earth" he pathetically told himself,--"as if God thus made up to him for all the loves he had resigned,"--now that the name of Fra Paolo was uttered with reverence while his own was unknown, he still expressed his heart in many tender cares, providing the new cassock before the scholar had noticed that the one he wore was seamed and frayed, with such other gentle ministries as the convent rule permitted toward one who never gave a worldly thought to the morrow. And still, after all these years, the fatherly friar often fondly recurred to a time when he had first seemed to catch some dim, shadowed glimpse of that inner self which Fra Paolo so rarely expressed. He had been endeavoring to rouse the lad to enthusiasm. "Never have I known one show so little pleasure in nature," he had said. They were standing on the terrace of a convent among the hills beyond the plains of Venetia, and the view was beautiful and new for the youth. "What is nature?" the lad had responded quietly. "Nature?" Fra Giulio echoed, startled at the question. "Why, nature is God's creation. Dost thou not find this bit of nature beautiful?" "It is pleasant," the young friar had assented, without enthusiasm. "But hath God created anything nobler than the mind and soul of man? The earth is but for his habitation." "Nay," the old man had replied, in a tone of disappointment, "it is more for me--much more for those whom we call poets." "Poets are dreamers," the lad had said, turning to his old friend with a smile which seemed affectionate, yet was baffling, and went not deep enough for love. "I would not dream; I must know." "A little dreaming would not hurt thee, my Paolo; for sometimes it seemeth to those who care for thee that thou needest rest." "Rest is satisfaction," the lad answered quickly. "If there be a problem to be solved, I would rather think than dream. I would rather come in contact with the nobler activities--the mental and spiritual forces--through the minds and works of men. I would find such attrition more helpful than this phase of creation which thou callest 'nature,' whose unfolding is more passive, depending on its inherent law." "This also is of God's gift, Paolo mio," Fra Giulio had said yearningly. "Sometimes thou seemest to find too little beauty in thy life, and when I brought thee hither I hoped it might move thy soul." "What can be more beautiful," the young philosopher had questioned
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