FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   >>  
cried. "Who was asking him?" It showed Falk's brutality because after all he had selfishly caused him (Hermann) much pain. He would have preferred not to know that such an unclean creature had been in the habit of caressing his children. He hoped I would say nothing of all this ashore, though. He wouldn't like it to get about that he had been intimate with an eater of men--a common cannibal. As to the scene he had made (which I judged quite unnecessary) he was not going to inconvenience and restrain himself for a fellow that went about courting and upsetting girls' heads, while he knew all the time that no decent housewifely girl could think of marrying him. At least he (Hermann) could not conceive how any girl could. Fancy Lena!... No, it was impossible. The thoughts that would come into their heads every time they sat down to a meal. Horrible! Horrible! "You are too squeamish, Hermann," I said. He seemed to think it was eminently proper to be squeamish if the word meant disgust at Falk's conduct; and turning up his eyes sentimentally he drew my attention to the horrible fate of the victims--the victims of that Falk. I said that I knew nothing about them. He seemed surprised. Could not anybody imagine without knowing? He--for instance--felt he would like to avenge them. But what if--said I--there had not been any? They might have died as it were, naturally--of starvation. He shuddered. But to be eaten--after death! To be devoured! He gave another deep shudder, and asked suddenly, "Do you think it is true?" His indignation and his personality together would have been enough to spoil the reality of the most authentic thing. When I looked at him I doubted the story--but the remembrance of Falk's words, looks, gestures, invested it not only with an air of reality but with the absolute truth of primitive passion. "It is true just as much as you are able to make it; and exactly in the way you like to make it. For my part, when I hear you clamouring about it, I don't believe it is true at all." And I left him pondering. The men in my boat lying at the foot of Diana's side ladder told me that the captain of the tug had gone away in his gig some time ago. I let my fellows pull an easy stroke; because of the heavy dew the clear sparkle of the stars seemed to fall on me cold and wetting. There was a sense of lurking gruesome horror somewhere in my mind, and it was mingled with clear and grotesque images. Schomberg's
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   >>  



Top keywords:

Hermann

 

reality

 

Horrible

 
squeamish
 
victims
 

gestures

 

primitive

 

invested

 
remembrance
 

absolute


indignation
 

shudder

 

suddenly

 

devoured

 

shuddered

 

looked

 

doubted

 

authentic

 
personality
 

sparkle


stroke

 

fellows

 

wetting

 

mingled

 

grotesque

 

images

 

Schomberg

 

horror

 

lurking

 

gruesome


clamouring

 

pondering

 
captain
 

ladder

 

starvation

 

passion

 

conduct

 
judged
 
unnecessary
 

common


cannibal

 
inconvenience
 

restrain

 

decent

 
housewifely
 
upsetting
 

fellow

 

courting

 

intimate

 

caused