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had Adam conquered the anguish of separation as a pure sacrifice of obedience to God, his reward would have been the pardon and reconciliation of Eve, together with her restoration to innocence. [6] "I stood in unimaginable trance And agony, which cannot be remember'd." --_Speech of Alhadra in Coleridge's Remorse._ [7] Some readers will question the _fact_, and seek no reason. But did they ever suffer grief at _any_ season of the year? [8] [Greek: Phyge monou pros monon].--PLOTINUS. [9] The thoughts referred to will be given in final notes; as at this point they seemed too much to interrupt the course of the narrative. [10] "Everlasting Jew!"--_der ewige Jude_--which is the common German expression for _The Wandering Jew_, and sublimer even than our own. [11] "_I felt._"--The reader must not forget, in reading this and other passages, that, though a child's feelings are spoken of, it is not the child who speaks. _I_ decipher what the child only felt in cipher. And so far is this distinction or this explanation from pointing to any thing metaphysical or doubtful, that a man must be grossly unobservant who is not aware of what I am here noticing, not as a peculiarity of this child or that, but as a necessity of all children. Whatsoever in a man's mind blossoms and expands to his own consciousness in mature life, must have pre-existed in germ during his infancy. I, for instance, did not, as a child, _consciously_ read in my own deep feeling these ideas. No, not at all; nor was it possible for a child to do so. I the child had the feelings, I the man decipher them. In the child lay the handwriting mysterious to _him_; in me the interpretation and the comment. [12] I except, however, one case--the case of a child dying of an organic disorder, so therefore as to die slowly, and aware of its own condition. Because such a child is solemnized, and sometimes, in a partial sense, inspired--inspired by the depth of its sufferings, and by the awfulness of its prospect. Such a child having put off the earthly mind in many things, may naturally have put off the childish mind in all things. I therefore, speaking for myself only, acknowledge to have read with emotion a record of a little girl, who, knowing herself for months to be amongst the elect of death, became anxious even to sickness of heart for what she called the _conversion_ of her father. Her filial duty and reverence had bee
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