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, the crowd, and the din, they walked on without paying any heed to what was happening around them, without hearing anything, like those who make their way across the fields over beds of dead leaves. They talked about the days which they had formerly spent in each other's society, the dinners at the time when _L'Art Industriel_ flourished, Arnoux's fads, his habit of drawing up the ends of his collar and of squeezing cosmetic over his moustache, and other matters of a more intimate and serious character. What delight he experienced on the first occasion when he heard her singing! How lovely she looked on her feast-day at Saint-Cloud! He recalled to her memory the little garden at Auteuil, evenings at the theatre, a chance meeting on the boulevard, and some of her old servants, including the negress. She was astonished at his vivid recollection of these things. "Sometimes your words come back to me like a distant echo, like the sound of a bell carried on by the wind, and when I read passages about love in books, it seems to me that it is about you I am reading." "All that people have found fault with as exaggerated in fiction you have made me feel," said Frederick. "I can understand Werther, who felt no disgust at his Charlotte for eating bread and butter." "Poor, dear friend!" She heaved a sigh; and, after a prolonged silence: "No matter; we shall have loved each other truly!" "And still without having ever belonged to each other!" "This perhaps is all the better," she replied. "No, no! What happiness we might have enjoyed!" "Oh, I am sure of it with a love like yours!" And it must have been very strong to endure after such a long separation. Frederick wished to know from her how she first discovered that he loved her. "It was when you kissed my wrist one evening between the glove and the cuff. I said to myself, 'Ah! yes, he loves me--he loves me;' nevertheless, I was afraid of being assured of it. So charming was your reserve, that I felt myself the object, as it were, of an involuntary and continuous homage." He regretted nothing now. He was compensated for all he had suffered in the past. When they came back to the house, Madame Arnoux took off her bonnet. The lamp, placed on a bracket, threw its light on her white hair. Frederick felt as if some one had given him a blow in the middle of the chest. In order to conceal from her his sense of disillusion, he flung himself on the flo
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