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one knows it better than I. Fyles! The irony of it. The man who represents the law is the man who stands between me and all I desire on earth. I have seen it. I have watched. Nothing that concerns your life escapes me. How could it, when my whole thought is for you--you? But the agony of mind I suffer is no less. I cannot help it, Kate. The knowledge and sight of things drives me nearly crazy, and I suffer the tortures of hell. But even so, if your happiness lies at Fyles's side, then--I would have it so. If I were sure--sure that this happiness were awaiting you. Is it, Kate? Think. Think of it in--every aspect. Is it? Happiness with this--Fyles?" It was some moments before Kate made any reply. Her eyes were fixed upon the old Communion Table, so shadowy in the single lamplight. She was asking herself many questions; almost as many as he could have asked her. She had permitted herself to drift on the tide of her feelings. Whither? She knew she was beyond her depth. Her life was in the hands of a Providence which would inevitably work its will. All she knew was that she loved. She had known it from the first. She loved, and rejoiced that it was so. Again, there were moments when she feared as cordially. She knew the work that lay before this lover of hers. She knew in what direction it pointed. And in obedience to her thoughts her eyes came back to the drunkard's eager face. "You--you came to tell me--all this?" she said, in a low tone. "You came to assure yourself of my--happiness?" Then she shook her head. "Tell me the rest." It was Charlie's turn to hesitate now. The demand had robbed him of the small enough confidence he possessed. But Kate was waiting and he had no power to deny her anything. "I came to tell you of--things, while I still have the chance. To-morrow? Who knows what to-morrow may bring forth?" A keen, hard light suddenly flashed into the woman's eyes. "What of--to-morrow?" she demanded sharply, while she studied the man's pale features, with their boyish good looks. For answer Charlie reached out and caught one of her hands in both of his. She strove to release it, but he clung to it despairingly. "No, no, Kate. Don't take it away," he cried passionately. "It is for the last--the very last time. Tell me, dear, is--is there no hope for me? None? Kate, I love you so. I do--dear. I will give up everything for you, dear, everything. I can do it. I will do it. I swear it, if--only you'
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