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said Darya Alexandrovna, smiling her kindly and rather mocking smile, "why is it you are angry with Kitty?" "I? I'm not angry with her," said Levin. "Yes, you are angry. Why was it you did not come to see us nor them when you were in Moscow?" "Darya Alexandrovna," he said, blushing up to the roots of his hair, "I wonder really that with your kind heart you don't feel this. How it is you feel no pity for me, if nothing else, when you know..." "What do I know?" "You know I made an offer and that I was refused," said Levin, and all the tenderness he had been feeling for Kitty a minute before was replaced by a feeling of anger for the slight he had suffered. "What makes you suppose I know?" "Because everybody knows it..." "That's just where you are mistaken; I did not know it, though I had guessed it was so." "Well, now you know it." "All I knew was that something had happened that made her dreadfully miserable, and that she begged me never to speak of it. And if she would not tell me, she would certainly not speak of it to anyone else. But what did pass between you? Tell me." "I have told you." "When was it?" "When I was at their house the last time." "Do you know that," said Darya Alexandrovna, "I am awfully, awfully sorry for her. You suffer only from pride...." "Perhaps so," said Levin, "but..." She interrupted him. "But she, poor girl...I am awfully, awfully sorry for her. Now I see it all." "Well, Darya Alexandrovna, you must excuse me," he said, getting up. "Good-bye, Darya Alexandrovna, till we meet again." "No, wait a minute," she said, clutching him by the sleeve. "Wait a minute, sit down." "Please, please, don't let us talk of this," he said, sitting down, and at the same time feeling rise up and stir within his heart a hope he had believed to be buried. "If I did not like you," she said, and tears came into her eyes; "if I did not know you, as I do know you . . ." The feeling that had seemed dead revived more and more, rose up and took possession of Levin's heart. "Yes, I understand it all now," said Darya Alexandrovna. "You can't understand it; for you men, who are free and make your own choice, it's always clear whom you love. But a girl's in a position of suspense, with all a woman's or maiden's modesty, a girl who sees you men from afar, who takes everything on trust,-- a girl may have, and often has, such a feeling that she cannot tell
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