kish
angle.
In three weeks, in less than three weeks, she would say good-bye for
ever to Rutland Road and its inhabitants; good-bye to England itself, it
appeared, for at least a year to come, and at two-and-twenty a year is
as long as a lifetime, if it divides us from those we love. She would
drift away out of sight, and the last six months would become but an
episode in her own life and those of her friends.
"D'ye remember Sylvia,--the girl with the bark on the road?" In
imagination she could hear Pixie putting the question in the years to
come, and Bridgie would remember quite well, because she had not the
faculty of forgetting, but other people--other people were reputedly
fickle, and tempted to forget old friends in favour of new! Other
people would probably be in love with a fair-haired beauty by that time,
and have forgotten all about Sylvia Trevor!
The pain which shot through the girl's heart at these reflections was so
sharp that it startled her into a realisation of her own position. Dad
was coming home, she was going to live with him once more, and instead
of being happy and elated she was miserable--miserable! She was going
to leave her aunt's home, with the restrictions and lack of sympathy
which had made it so trying, and was once more to live with the fondest
and most indulgent of parents, and instead of filling her with delight
the news seemed like a sentence of banishment from all that made life
worth living!
To do Sylvia justice she was shocked at her own thoughts, and made a
valiant effort to look at the prospect in a more dutiful spirit. At
least, she determined, no one should suspect a want of loyalty to that
best and kindest of men! Aunt Margaret would take for granted that she
felt nothing but delight, and she would postpone breaking the news to
Bridgie until she had grown accustomed to the idea of separation, and
could discuss it with composure.
It would be easier than usual to keep this resolve, for since
Esmeralda's arrival the neighbours necessarily saw less of each other
than in the long winter days when there had been no rival claims on
their time and attention. Aunt Margaret would be pleased to find that
she was chosen as counsellor and adviser-in-chief, and during the short
time which was left she must do her utmost to gratify the old lady, who
had been on the whole very kind and forbearing during the two years
which they had spent together.
"I wish I had been nicer t
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