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manner of my going?" "But"--the trouble grew in her eyes; her cheeks seemed to wax paler than they had been--"but I thought that--that we made a bargain." "'Sh! mademoiselle, I implore you," I cried. "I take shame at the memory of it. Almost as much shame as I take at the memory of that other bargain which first brought me to Lavedan. The shame of the former one I have wiped out--although, perchance, you think it not. I am wiping out the shame of the latter one. It was unworthy in me, mademoiselle, but I loved you so dearly that it seemed to me that no matter how I came by you, I should rest content if I but won you. I have since seen the error if it, the injustice of it. I will not take what is not freely given. And so, farewell." "I see, I see," she murmured, and ignored the hand that I held out. "I am very glad of it, monsieur." I withdrew my hand sharply. I took up my hat from the chair on which I had cast it. She might have spared me that, I thought. She need not have professed joy. At least she might have taken my hand and parted in kindness. "Adieu, mademoiselle!" I said again, as stiffly as might be, and I turned towards the door. "Monsieur!" she called after me. I halted. "Mademoiselle?" She stood demurely, with eyes downcast and hands folded. "I shall be so lonely here." I stood still. I seemed to stiffen. My heart gave a mad throb of hope, then seemed to stop. What did she mean? I faced her fully once more, and, I doubt not, I was very pale. Yet lest vanity should befool me, I dared not act upon suspicions. And so "True, mademoiselle," said I. "You will be lonely. I regret it." As silence followed, I turned again to the door, and my hopes sank with each step in that direction. "Monsieur!" Her voice arrested me upon the very threshold. "What shall a poor girl do with this great estate upon her hands? It will go to ruin without a man to govern it." "You must not attempt the task. You must employ an intendant." I caught something that sounded oddly like a sob. Could it be? Dieu! could it be, after all? Yet I would not presume. I half turned again, but her voice detained me. It came petulantly now. "Monsieur de Bardelys, you have kept your promise nobly. Will you ask no payment?" "No, mademoiselle," I answered very softly; "I can take no payment." Her eyes were lifted for a second. Their blue depths seemed dim. Then they fell again. "Oh, why will you not help me?" she
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